The weekend had once again come to an end. Its kind of scary. Two more weeks to exam but I haven touched anything and Im still left with one project, one group report, one group presentation and one test. Time is passing simply too fast. So fast that sometimes I dont know what I am doing or what I had done.
In a month time, my 2nd year of uni life would have passed. Yet, I really cant recall what Ive accomplished. This 2 years, it seems like Ive wasted it away. I totally have no sense of achievement nor accomplishment. All I can remember is those sad and unwanted memories. Went through alot. I mean alot this two years. Sometimes, I really wish that I can dont grow up. I can dont face the cruelty of life. Sometimes, I really wish that theres no departure, theres no full-stop to every sentences. But, everything comes to an end eventually.
I dont feel good. Im very scared of uni final examination. Its not because Im afraid I wun do well. Its simply because whenever its the exam season, something will hit my life. The departure of those important people in my life. They left me just before or during exam.
When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.
Monday, March 31, 2008
Sunday, March 30, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIUN CHER!
Celebrated Chiun Cher 21st Birthday today at Kbox. Ate the Kbox buffet dinner. It was certainly very expensive. But take it as the last time I will play before exam ends! Yep. Had a fun time singing and playing around and not forgetting eating. Let the pictures show you how stupid the bdae guy is.
Shot 1: Captured a nice pose of him but too bad the words on the fan werent clear.
After multiple shots: He gt tired n gave such a stupid face but the wordings were super clear.=p
Asking me to take this shot of him. He himself cant stand his pose.
A stalker behind him and he still wana act dao..
His gay partner of the day!!! Both of them wore purple top. A super gayish colour.
It is fun to hang out with with. Always full of crazy ideas. We can just slack and hang out together for hours even though we didnt do anything much.
I hope that our friendship will last forever. Ten years down the road, I hope that we will still be able to meet up at our lao di fang.=)
Celebrated Chiun Cher 21st Birthday today at Kbox. Ate the Kbox buffet dinner. It was certainly very expensive. But take it as the last time I will play before exam ends! Yep. Had a fun time singing and playing around and not forgetting eating. Let the pictures show you how stupid the bdae guy is.
Shot 1: Captured a nice pose of him but too bad the words on the fan werent clear.
After multiple shots: He gt tired n gave such a stupid face but the wordings were super clear.=p
Asking me to take this shot of him. He himself cant stand his pose.
A stalker behind him and he still wana act dao..
His gay partner of the day!!! Both of them wore purple top. A super gayish colour.
It is fun to hang out with with. Always full of crazy ideas. We can just slack and hang out together for hours even though we didnt do anything much.
I hope that our friendship will last forever. Ten years down the road, I hope that we will still be able to meet up at our lao di fang.=)
Friday, March 28, 2008
It's Friday again. The clock is tickling away like nobody business. 18 days to the exam and my books and notes are still super clean. Never touch my textbook to e extend that I dont even know BF219 textbook is which one. I brought the wrong book to school when doing project!!! Was still happily reading it on the train. Didnt realise that I took the wrong book until Waiching told me about it. Wo De Tain!!!
Today and tomorrow will be dedicated to projects! AGAIN!!! Hopefully by next week, I can start studying for the exam.
It sets me thinking again..
Today and tomorrow will be dedicated to projects! AGAIN!!! Hopefully by next week, I can start studying for the exam.
It sets me thinking again..
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Had a super duber crazy Good Friday and weekend.
Imagine yourself doing a proj on fri frm 1pm to 8pm, sat 11am to 12midnight, sun from 11am to mon 7am and you have 1030am lesson on Monday.
Thats what I went through. It was hell during that three days. Almost turned crazy and I was so sleepy on mon that i slpt on bus and train and when i reached home, nt even 5mins haf passed n i just dozed off on e sofa. Boo
I hope I wont go through this again. It costs me to have pimples on my face. Haix..
Everything was so familiar. The place, the scenario. It was as if time was turned back..
Imagine yourself doing a proj on fri frm 1pm to 8pm, sat 11am to 12midnight, sun from 11am to mon 7am and you have 1030am lesson on Monday.
Thats what I went through. It was hell during that three days. Almost turned crazy and I was so sleepy on mon that i slpt on bus and train and when i reached home, nt even 5mins haf passed n i just dozed off on e sofa. Boo
I hope I wont go through this again. It costs me to have pimples on my face. Haix..
Everything was so familiar. The place, the scenario. It was as if time was turned back..
Friday, March 21, 2008
Close Relatioship
Took part in this survey regarding relationship. Heres my thoughts after the whole thing:
How do you define a close relationship?
A close relationship with someone means that you can actually tell him/her your secrets. You can chat with this person about everything under the sun even though you have seen each other everyday. Its about still having so much to talk to even though you haven seen each other much.
Whats the element present in a close relationship but not in a normal relationship?
Trust. Its mutual trust. Trust that he/she wants the best for you. Trust that he/she will not betray you. Trust that he/she will be there for you when you need someone badly to be by your side.
Have you been hurt by this special someone whom you have a close relationship to or sad about what he/she has done?
Yes. The most painful thing is when that special someone whom you trust betray you. They break their promises and crush that trust you have in them. It feels like someone stabbing your heart.
How did the incident happen above affect your life?
No longer have the naive belief that all people around me are nice and truthful to me. In another words, do not trust everyone.
Do you believe that this close relationship with that someone will last forever?
No. I wish that all relationships, even friendships, will last forever. But sad to say, life isnt meant to be in that way. Be it good or bad, all things come to an end. I guess its more important to have a happy time and treasure every single second with that person.
Memories are the only thing in earth that can stay happy. But sad to say, memories fade away and people tend to remember sad memories more than happy ones.
Life hasnt been good. Still, happiness is what I yearn for.
I want to be the happy little girl.
Life doesnt revolve only around relationship.
Took part in this survey regarding relationship. Heres my thoughts after the whole thing:
How do you define a close relationship?
A close relationship with someone means that you can actually tell him/her your secrets. You can chat with this person about everything under the sun even though you have seen each other everyday. Its about still having so much to talk to even though you haven seen each other much.
Whats the element present in a close relationship but not in a normal relationship?
Trust. Its mutual trust. Trust that he/she wants the best for you. Trust that he/she will not betray you. Trust that he/she will be there for you when you need someone badly to be by your side.
Have you been hurt by this special someone whom you have a close relationship to or sad about what he/she has done?
Yes. The most painful thing is when that special someone whom you trust betray you. They break their promises and crush that trust you have in them. It feels like someone stabbing your heart.
How did the incident happen above affect your life?
No longer have the naive belief that all people around me are nice and truthful to me. In another words, do not trust everyone.
Do you believe that this close relationship with that someone will last forever?
No. I wish that all relationships, even friendships, will last forever. But sad to say, life isnt meant to be in that way. Be it good or bad, all things come to an end. I guess its more important to have a happy time and treasure every single second with that person.
Memories are the only thing in earth that can stay happy. But sad to say, memories fade away and people tend to remember sad memories more than happy ones.
Life hasnt been good. Still, happiness is what I yearn for.
I want to be the happy little girl.
Life doesnt revolve only around relationship.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Proj meeting with wenya at semb mac till now. School work is getting more and more crazy. More project meetings in the upcoming weeks. I dont know whether I can survive. Not only Im faced with the stress of doing projects, lots and lots of other things are bothering me.
I know it was never mine from the start. But somehow, i feel a part of me being ripped away.
I know it was never mine from the start. But somehow, i feel a part of me being ripped away.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
爱情 - 莫文蔚
若不是因为爱着你
怎么会夜深还没睡意
每个念头都关於你
我想你
想你
好想你
若不是因为爱着你
怎会有不安的情绪
每个莫名的日子里
我想你
想你
好想你
爱是折磨人的东西
却又舍不得这样放弃
不停揣测你的心里
可有我姓名
若不是因为爱着你
怎会不经意就叹息
有种不完整的心情
爱你
爱你
爱着你
爱是我唯一的秘密
让人心碎却又着迷
无论是用什么言语
只会(只会)思念你
若不是因为爱着你
怎么会夜深还没睡意
每个念头都关於你
我想你
想你
好想你
若不是因为爱着你
怎会有不安的情绪
每个莫名的日子里
我想你
想你
好想你
爱是折磨人的东西
却又舍不得这样放弃
不停揣测你的心里
可有我姓名
若不是因为爱着你
怎会不经意就叹息
有种不完整的心情
爱你
爱你
爱着你
爱是我唯一的秘密
让人心碎却又着迷
无论是用什么言语
只会(只会)思念你
Just get to know that one of my friend has found his love one. So sweet and nice..
May they enjoy happiness together..
Sincerely congrats him..=)
May they enjoy happiness together..
Sincerely congrats him..=)
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Was telling Shiqi and Andrea that luckily im only left with one year in NTU. If not, I guess I will have high blood pressure. Cant believe I met so many social loafers this semester. Although Im slack, when it comes to group work, I will still do my best and submit my part promptly. However, some people just like to push their responsibilities around, knowing that someone from his/her group will definitely do the work since its call GROUP WORK. Argg
Lots and lots of projects to be completed in the next few weeks. I foresee the temperature of my blood will rise slowly till it boils and dada, explode. Okie. Im so rubbish.
One more month to the start of mugging session. I hate it but nothing I can do.
Oh yah... I exercised yesterday!! Cycled for an hour. Hehe
Lots and lots of projects to be completed in the next few weeks. I foresee the temperature of my blood will rise slowly till it boils and dada, explode. Okie. Im so rubbish.
One more month to the start of mugging session. I hate it but nothing I can do.
Oh yah... I exercised yesterday!! Cycled for an hour. Hehe
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Cough virus is on its way to find me(perhaps the source is from andrea arh..haha)..
Have lots and lots of things on my undo list to be done yet im idling for the whole of today. OMG. Whats left undone today will be rolled on to the next day. 9 weeks of school work waiting for me to complete. Wheres my sense of urgency!!!!
On a happier note, my new kid got back his CA1 results. Big improvement for his sci, small improvement for his chi, no improvement for eng and maths. I placed high hope on this kid for I can see that he has the potential to do well. Hope that I can help him to get better PSLE grades.=)
5 more hours of lessons for this week. One day for project meeting. One assignment waiting for me. Need to buck up and start doing my work.
Lesser time spend online. Im determined to do that.
Have lots and lots of things on my undo list to be done yet im idling for the whole of today. OMG. Whats left undone today will be rolled on to the next day. 9 weeks of school work waiting for me to complete. Wheres my sense of urgency!!!!
On a happier note, my new kid got back his CA1 results. Big improvement for his sci, small improvement for his chi, no improvement for eng and maths. I placed high hope on this kid for I can see that he has the potential to do well. Hope that I can help him to get better PSLE grades.=)
5 more hours of lessons for this week. One day for project meeting. One assignment waiting for me. Need to buck up and start doing my work.
Lesser time spend online. Im determined to do that.
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Say goodbye to the past. Everything deleted. Blog address changed. Its back to the days without you.
You werent meant to be here. You just happened to walk past and knocked on my door.
You werent meant to be here. You just happened to walk past and knocked on my door.
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