Monday, July 28, 2008

One more week to school reopen!

I haven finished my PA report. Only written 770 words and Im aiming to hit 1500 words. =(

Feel like eating alot of things next week cos weekdays lunch deals are cheaper. But the cost will not only be money but also the calories accumulating at my stomach, thighs, arms!!! =( More exercises next week.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Had a terrible headache yesterday. Drank chrysanthemum tea, honey lemon and herbal tea! All from those chinese medicine shop. I think they have earned alot from me. But in the end, it was panadol which cured my pain.

Life is always full of twist and turn. Realised it long ago but sometimes, some things will just dampen my mood. Perhaps if Im those who think lesser, care lesser or have the "bo chap" attitude, life will be easier? But Im not. Easily affected when people get angry, sad, disappointed or unhappy because of what Ive done or said.

Sorry to the two people whom Ive made them sad.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Internship is OVER! Haha. The first 4 weeks passed pretty slowly. But after which, time flies! Bought some gifts and egg tarts for my department on friday. Hope they will like it!!!

Ate alot this few days! Thurs night went fish n co to celebrate julian's bdae. Friday I had a hotdog bread for my breakfast followed by subway and coffeebean for lunch followed by egg tarts and potato chips for tea followed by imperial treasure dinner followed by nydc drinks for supper. Arg. So sinful... I shall do some exercises next week.=)

Alot of things I have yet to settle and done. Haix

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Been running and hiding from it for more than one week. I know I have to face it sooner or later.

Somehow, I think I know what Iwant now. Not sure if thats the best decision, but I guess it will be the best as for now.

Im sorry

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Subject registration was a failure again this semester. It seems like im just damn sway when it comes to subject registration. Wanted to get two bnf modules. But in the end, I only got one. The other module totally no vacancy. Grr.

I just realise something after my PA partner commented that I look like someone who will never get angry. I realised that as long as I remember, I seldom get angry, at least not angry at something for long. Im a easily contented person who will smile when drinking bubble tea or eating ice cream, giggle at almost everything, laugh at things easily. On the other hand, I realised that I cried easily as well. I cried when someone gets angry, worried, sad, disappointed because of something I did or said. When I dislocated my arm, I didnt cry although the pain was killing me. I still laugh and joke around for fear that choonie and royce will be worried about me. But upon hearing my mother's worried voice, I feel so bad. And when I know that I need to be admitted to the hospital, I cried. Its not because Im scared or it is pain. Its simply because I know my parents will be so worried about me. I guess thats me.

It was then that I started to wonder. Will it be better to be single? You need not cry for someone, need not get worried about someone and wont let someone cry because of you? I dont know what Im thinking. It just struck me suddenly.