When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

Went for the welfare services club interview on monday. Results are out. I got into VM and RSP VH. Hehe. Steph got in too.

VM: Volunteer Management
Organise events for physically disabled or the more unfortunate people in Singapore. Only have to meet up when events are coming.

RSP VH: Regulare Service Project for the Visually Handicapped
Centre situated at Braddell. Have to go down to give them tuition every saturday from 2pm-4pm.

A more busy year ahead with CCA and Tuition and Studies. However, life will be more meaningful. Helping people, earning my own pocket money and study at the same time. Ganbate!!!! =)

posted by cutechicky @ 8/31/2007 0 Comments

~Updates on e 5 people~

the 4th person eddie met is his wife. His wife wanted children badly bt they are unable to give birth. She suggested adoption but this idea was turned down by eddie due to their age. He believed that at their age, theres no point in having a child. She was diagnosed with cancer when she was in her 50s. She left him soon but she told him that everything on earth ends when a person died but the love for someone will be there even when one died. She waited for him in heaven and still love him dearly although they are separated.
*When you truly love a person, you will want him/her to live happily. Love does not means possesion. Loving someone is the happiness you get when you see him/her in good health and living a happy and blessed life*

the 5th person eddie met is the imaginary person mentioned when he was burnt during the war. This imaginary person was actually a little girl. The little girl was told by her mother to hide in this safe place no matter what happened. However, on hearing eddie calling for her to come out, she decided to walk out. She didnt noe theres a fire out there and she was burnt to death. However, this little ger didnt blame eddie at all.
*Forgive and forget. Its difficult to do that sometimes. However, everything happens for a reason. The more we hang on to hatred or the past, the more we are unable to enjoy the life we have ahead*

posted by cutechicky @ 8/28/2007 0 Comments

The same place, approximately the same time, but with different accompany and different feelings.

posted by cutechicky @ 8/27/2007 0 Comments

Had prata just now. Had the craving for prata yesterday and tada, i got to have it for dinner today. Hehe.

Ate Cheese and Egg Prata each.
Shared chicken murtabak
Shared magi mee goreng
Green tea for SQ
Iced teh tarik for Ant
Lime juice for me.

Yum yum. But super duber full...

Completed quite alot of tutorial this week. Something Im very proud of. Hehe.
Mas111: Tutorial 1 Tutorial 2 Tutorial 3
BF215: Tutorial 1 Tutorial 2
BF212: Tutorial 1 Tutorial 2
AA102: Tutorial 1 Tutorial 2 Tutorial 3
Malay: A pile of notes

Those highlighted in red I have finished!!! Gona do BF212 tutorial 2 and mas111 tutorial 3 tmr!!!

Woohoo....Chicky is on the correct track. Hehe

posted by cutechicky @ 8/26/2007 0 Comments

Read the book "The five person I met in heaven"

A nice nice book. Now, im at the 4th person.

The first person that eddie met in heaven is the "blue man". When eddie was young, he run across the road and stop in the middle of the road to pick up his ball. The "blue man" seeing him on the road, turn his car to avoid him. Because of this, he met an accident and passed away. However, the boy didnt know about it. After he picked up the ball, he ran off happily with the ball in his hand. He only know this story when he reached the heaven.
*There are always two sides to everything. Ur family, ur friends and even strangers are all connected to one another. Thats why all of us are living on our mother earth*

The second person that eddie met is his sergent. His sergent and him went to a war together. The sergent promise that " no one will be left behind". Eddie, his sergent and other soilders were captured by their enemy and were held at their hands for months. One day, they finally got the chance to escape. Unable to take the stress and all that, eddie wanted to run into the fire as he saw an imaginary person in the fire and wanted to save the person. The sergent shoot his leg and drag him out of the fire upon seeing the situation. While escaping, the sergent was blown up by landmines as he was trying to lead the way. The rest survived, but he died. Not knowing about this, eddie had been blaming the person who caused him to be a crippled. The sergent did not regret saving his mans' life because he promise them that "no one will be left behind".
*Some people died not because of illness, but because of other reasons. There are many people making sacrifices for you(eg. ur parents working hard to pay ur sch fee). Therefore, if one day, you sacrifice your life for someone, dun regret the choice that you have made*

The third person that eddie met is his father. His father didnt talk to him for years because he rebutted what his father said. Feeling disappointed with eddie, they didnt talk for years. Eddie has been blaming his father for this, thinking he is an uncaring father, husband and only knows how to drink. However, there was a story behind his father that he never know. And during his last day on earth, his father called out his whole family names, missing them dearly. Eddie only get to know this when he went to the heaven.
*All parents love their children no matter what. You can break off ties with you bf/gf/husband/wife. However, ur ties with your father n mother can never be broken off since the day you are borned*

This book teaches us alot alot about life. Interesting and nice book. =)

Feel like eating some nice nice food.boohooo

posted by cutechicky @ 8/23/2007 0 Comments

The feeling was gone after giving tuition. He was really innocent and can really bring me laughter although sometime can puke blood teaching him. Being child is so good. So carefree, so innocent. As one grows older, he will tend to think more, even at those very simple things.

The moody feeling is here to haunt me again. Guess im turning in soon. Boohoo. =(

posted by cutechicky @ 8/18/2007 0 Comments

Feeling moody when I woke up this morning. Not sure why.. But the moody feeling is just there. Dont wana wake up but no matter how i toss n turn, I just cant fall back into slp. 10hours of slp though.. Woke up and determined to do my hmwk. Whu knows, my brain is getting super duber rusty and I cant figure out the solution to those maths qns. Yah, MATHS. A subject which Im pretty good at last time. Double moodiness.

Had gum ache yesterday which lead to toothache. Luckilly both the ache are gone now. Think most probably some pricky food poke my gum and dun tink is decay! heng.

Meeting stephy soon. Hope the stupid moody feeling will go away.

posted by cutechicky @ 8/17/2007 0 Comments

Woohoo. I survive the week!

Although only 2 out of 5 modules ive gt friends to attend together with me, I still survived all the lessons pretty well. At least didnt faint or die. Manage to make some new friends and my first impression of my groupmates arent tat bad. Hope my first impression will be correct!!! Yeayea.

Weekend is here. Fri, sat sun.woohoo. meeting up with besties on sun. u gals beta make sure all of u can make it arh.so long didnt meet up le.

Have to buy a blouse, a skirt, n a covered shoes. Think will go broke. Boohoo.

Determined to get some of my hmwk done tmr but stephy coming over to my hse. Arg. By hook or by crook, i will do sum hmwk. Dun wana rush during wkdays. Chicky will b a guai ger ger n do her hmwk everywk. Cannt be like year 1 le. hope my determination will last until the end of e sem. Hehe.

posted by cutechicky @ 8/16/2007 0 Comments

Was chatting with my frien and out of a sudden, we were talking on the topic chemistry n tata, of cos on love.

No doubt, we need to put in time and effort to maintain a relationship to make it to be a happily ever after story. However, I think that if the two party love each other alot, no matter how far they are, how busy they are with their own life, how little they contact with each other, they will still love each other alot and when they meet up, the sparks and chemistry will still be there. On the other hand, if only one party love the other one, then no matter how hard this person try to maintain the relationship, how much effort he puts in, they will still be no happy ending in the end. In a relationship, it really takes both hands to clap. Its really about feeling. Theres no reason why you love him or her. Theres no reason why you choose him or her out of the so many.

Love brings you pain. Without pain, theres no love. Love brings you happiness. And these happiness help to ease all the pain away. A couple need not go to posh restaurant, need not spend alot on a date. When you truly love someone, a simple simple day out will also light up your day. Dating is about going out and spending time with the person u like, enjoying the company of one another.

Lying down on a big piece of field, glazing at e starry sky, holding hands together and enjoy the tranquility of the environment. Thats really call sweet sweet love.

posted by cutechicky @ 8/11/2007 0 Comments

HAPPY BDAE SINGAPORE!

Abit late but still in time..lalala.

BAF Induction Camp this saturday. Dont know whether should go anot cos im abit lazy to travel in the early morning. Going there will be able to make new friends who might be in the same classes as me. Thats the only good thing. Dont think it will be very fun cos its at raffles city. Wondering what we are going to do there.

long long weekend but kind of boring. nothing much to do. dun feel lk gg shopping. watching too much movies in the theatres recently that its nt "attractive" to go out and watch movie anymore. but still, im catching rush hour 3 with my jc cliques tis sun. going to the bank tmr with SQ and andrea followed by tuition. without realising, tata, my long wkend will b gone and its bk to sch days.

I DUN WAN SCHOOL!!!

Never in my life i dread going to school this much. During sec sch n jc days, i would be anticipating school to start cos i get to see my friens again. Life back then was so fun with close friens ard me. I miss uniform school days where you do things as a class, where you belong to a class. However, in uni, ur classes arent fix.

Sometimes, I just think that uni life is all about networking. Although we are about of the same age as each other, some can be so scheming that they can be acting so nice infront of you but bad-mouthing you at the back. Some wants to be friens with you so that they can make use of you. Uni indeed prepare us for the working life because both of them bring out the fact that life is never ever simple. Im not saying that im innocent. Its just that I wont go to the extent of putting a mask on me. And also because im the type who says "anything" to almost everything, chances of me getting used by others are high. =(

Life in uni isnt really as fun as what others have said. Perhaps its because i dun stay in hall. The only thing I can say is, the days in uni passed rather quickly.

posted by cutechicky @ 8/09/2007 0 Comments

Sat infront the computer for the whole afternoon waiting for some kind soul to drop their indexes so that I can change mine but it was a FAILURE. Arg. But manage to add an elec.
Current timetable:
mon:830-1230
tues:830-1130, 1230-2, 230-430
wed:1030-1230, 230-530
thurs:1030-2

Tues will be my killer day cos aft school i still have tuition. god bless me...=(

NBS welcome day was quite fun. I was the student leader for group 36. Oh ya. The superstar, nat chen ken bai, is in this year business year 1 cohort.

lesson frm 230-530 tmr follow by tuition at 8. aft tat, it will be a long long weekend before mugging days officially starts. haix

sumtimes, the heart and mind will juz start to think about the choices that you have made.

posted by cutechicky @ 8/07/2007 0 Comments

Catched "Secret" yesterday. It was quite a nice show at the beginning. Sweet sweet love, simple simple love, innocent innocent love. However, when the secret starts to reveal, it kind of spoil the whole thing. No wonder its only a 3 star movie, not 4. =p

Today going to catch simpsons. My third movie of the week. OMG. But heard that simpsons is nice and funny. Woohoo..

School starting tmr bt im totally nt anticipating it. Kind of dreading it. Haix. Still have to change my electives and core so that my timetable will be nice nice. Boo.

Sushi with besties next next week. Yea. Hope all of us can make it.

posted by cutechicky @ 8/05/2007 0 Comments

This week is basically a super duber slacking week at home. Slack so much that im kind of bored at home now. But its ok! Last week to enjoy such slakcing life before school officially starts. (The thought of school is starting nxt week turns me off. Boohoo)

Watched "alone". The sound effect is more scary than the graphic itself. Guess most scary movies use the sound effect to scare the audience! Ok la. I admit i was being scare by them. A twist in the ending. Not a bad show.

Up next will be simpsons,perfect strangers, secrets! Hehe

Been feeling bored since early in the morning. Boohoo....

posted by cutechicky @ 8/02/2007 0 Comments