When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

Exam is finally officially over! So happy..My hols has officially started!

This weekend: moley bdae celebration and vh bbq gathering
Next week: preparation for beach hunt, wedding dinner, outing wif papa n mama n gor gor
Next next week: subject registration,sun tanning and genting trip
next next next week: kids world camp
next next next next week: christmas and wedding dinner!

The rest of the free days will most probably spend hibernating at home!



I believe i can and i will...

posted by cutechicky @ 11/28/2007 0 Comments

Seeing her reminds me of you.
Was saying out your name and I suddenly paused.
Who are you?
A stranger, a passer-by, a classmate or a L****
It has been kept inside for too long.
I refused to touch it, refused to open it.
I know, if its touched, saddness will be here again.
The rest of the day was spent stoning.
Just cant concentrate.

posted by cutechicky @ 11/25/2007 0 Comments

Looking back, I feel as though you are someone who knocks on my door and after you enter the house, you realise that you have went to the wrong place.

Beneath every smile are sorrows that are hidden up...

posted by cutechicky @ 11/25/2007 0 Comments

*Applause*

Im left with last paper, Malay!!! I have Su the subject so I only need to pass it and need not care about the grade. Soooooooooooooooo, exam ended today although Malay paper is next wed. Hehe. So happy.

Invest: CUI
Maths: easy but NEVER FINISH
Maths Elective: CUI
Accounting: managable but NEVER FINISH
Overall: DIE!!!

Haix. Dont know why my grades like drop from 10th floor to 1st floor since I enter uni. And the most irritating thing is I cant seem to finish any paper since I enter uni. Grrrrr.

Time pass so fast. It has been 2 months..

posted by cutechicky @ 11/23/2007 0 Comments

原来幸福和快乐来的不容易。

天天脸带笑容的我，心里真的很开心，很快了吗？

或许，我自己也不知道。。。

posted by cutechicky @ 11/18/2007 0 Comments

My first paper was so cui. While doing the paper, I know im gona flunk it. I really hope my grades wont be very bad.

Tired. Really very tired. Days and days spend in the library studying from morning till late everning. Feel like giving up but I know I cant. 10 more days to the end of everything.

I need a good good break. If can, i really wana get to an island where I can rest my mind and soul.

posted by cutechicky @ 11/17/2007 0 Comments

First paper tmr. Investment!!! The core that I dislike the most this semester! That fat and thick book. Arg. Did put in effort for this paper. I hope I can remember all the formulas and theories. Please let me remember!!!! My memory power getting from bad to worse...=(

Jiayou jiayou..

posted by cutechicky @ 11/15/2007 0 Comments

Everything is beautiful if you believe they are.

You just have to keep in mind that you are so much more fortunate than so many others living in the same globe as you.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=iqbcfPJ86fk

posted by cutechicky @ 11/13/2007 0 Comments

Getto know something which I rather not know. I hope things arent the way I think. I choose to believe what Im told, what I heard from you. It doesnt really matter anymore now at this stage. But... I cant help but to feel sad and scared over it. Scared because I dont want it to be the reality.

Tell me, you didnt lie to me....

posted by cutechicky @ 11/13/2007 0 Comments

Why do we have to be trapped in this agony? What have we done wrong to deserve this? Why me?

Once again, it rolled down my cheeks..

posted by cutechicky @ 11/11/2007 0 Comments

Heavy-hearted. Not feeling good.

Feel like closing my eyes and never wake up. Thats simply running away.

What has happened to me?

posted by cutechicky @ 11/10/2007 0 Comments

Caught myself stoning and staring into space while waiting for wenya just now. It was just a short ten minutes but lots of thoughts and feelings flash across my me.

Loving someone can merely be a facade. "I love you", "I miss you", "I need you" are phrases that are so short and sweet yet can be mere pretense. Saying out those phrases are easy, are simple. They can make one feel so loved and blissed. However, those phrases transformed into a dagger and pierced through your heart when you know the person saying that dont mean it. I guess thats why love is sweet and love hurts at the same time.

Actually, love needs alot of courage. Not knowing whether the person beside you are truthful, are sincere, are the right person, you set yourself into the relationship with him. No one knows the future. Its just like a gamble. Only when you believe that the risk involved is low, then you will invest. Similarly, only when you can see the future, then you go into the relationship. However, not all people have this kind of thinkings. Some people invest without knowing the risk and return.

I shouldnt be thinking about all such stuffs now as exam is just around the corner. I didnt want to but they just happen to come into my mind.

posted by cutechicky @ 11/09/2007 0 Comments

Ive got so much more to study yet ive so little time left. I guess even if i dun slp, i wont be able to finish studying. =( Only can blame myself for being so last minute. People are revising while I just started touching those unfamiliar notes. Haix.

Two more weeks and it will all be over. Part of me want the day to come but part of me dont. I need perseverence and determination. Two more weeks...

Im tired.. Tired of everything.. Seriously need the break.

posted by cutechicky @ 11/08/2007 0 Comments

Had a terrible cramp today. Luckily it was better in the afternoon. Manage to do some work though not alot.

shall continue mugging later!!!

posted by cutechicky @ 11/07/2007 0 Comments

Sometimes, after all the busy-ness, the hectic life, the rushing of here n there, you will stop to wonder why do you have to make yourself so busy. Why are you doing this and that? Have been feeling this way after the semester break. Was busy with my cca but Im happy that I joined this cca, quizzes(6 in 6 weeks), projects. Dont really have time to breathe. Perhaps im simply just a lazy ger who cant stand to be studying and studying for long period of time.

When I thought Ive finally found something I can look forward in life, I lost it once again. Im now simply leading my life day by day. Studying hard in order not to disappoint myself and my parents. Thats all I can do now.

Once in awhile, you will get lost in life. You dont know where you are heading, where your next stop will be. You tried asking yourself what you really want in life. After searching and thinking for long, you realise that you dont really have the answer in mind. Sad things that you have been forcing yourself not to remember starts to come back into your mind. You tried to force them out but to no avail. Tears will just flow down your cheeks unknowingly. Loneliness and saddness and all sorts of other feelings will just gush into your heart and soul. At this point of time, you really hope that the special someone will be by yourside, to give you support and tell you that no matter what happen, he will be there for you. However, you will realise that he is no longer there for you or that he haven appear in your life.

Getting emo after all the mugging session for the past few weeks. Im glad that im have been busy for the past few weeks. At least it keeps me occupied.

Best friends are the best. They wont leave you, wont dessert you by the roadside, will be there for you no matter what happens. Perhaps, its better to be friends than lovers. At least, you will never lose him/her...

posted by cutechicky @ 11/06/2007 0 Comments

Yeayea..

Yesterday marks the end my quizzesn and projects and reports! Super duber happy though my group did super badly for the presentation. Haiz..

3 more weeks to freedom! Cant wait for it to be over. Meanwhile, Ive to work double and maybe even triple hard for my exam!!! Jiayou to all having exams....

posted by cutechicky @ 11/06/2007 0 Comments

Exams haven even started and my battery life has already depleted half. How am i gg to survive!!!! 50 pgs of reading more to go!!!! I need to finish it by tonite..

Chicky go go go!!!

posted by cutechicky @ 11/03/2007 0 Comments

Went to collect my passport just now. Thursday shouldnt be the peak hours for ICA. However, when I take the queue number, I realise there are 208 people infront of me!!! Grr. Waited for around 2 hours before it was my turn. The moment I saw my number on the board, im like super duber happy. Haha.

Went bugis to shop. Walked around and I bought a super cheap dress for myself. Then took the train to orchard. Who knows, when we were at douby guat station, something happened to the train or track and the train Im in cant move. Andrea and I thus decided to walk to orchard. Went heeran and andrea bought a tee from espirit and shes nw their memeber. Moley, if u wan get clothes from there, u can get the card from andrea cos i tink u will need it more than any of us. Haha.

After today, I will mug really really hard. Have been preparing for quizzes and haven started studying for my final exam. I dun wan to do badly again. Please give me the discipline and concentration. I seriously need them. It will be even better if I can be more "pandai" and have super memory power....

posted by cutechicky @ 11/01/2007 0 Comments