When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.: 07/01/2007

went to the dentist. two years of not visiting the dentist for routine check up=PAIN! Accumulated dirt in the gum. Was tearing cos of the pain of the cleaning. Poor me. =(

It ended even before the time is up.

wana watch simpsons and alone. anybody?
wana go sing. anybody?
wana go eat sum nice food. anybody?
wana enjoy my last week of hols!!!

Love is like a package.

For a set meal, you paid for the main dish, the side dish and the drink that come together under the package. You cant choose and mix around unlike an ala carte, which you pay for the food that you want to eat. You can only choose the package that you would like to order. Just like loving someone, you cant choose and mix all the good characters and personalities of a person and discard or dislike the bad side of the person. You love him or her as a whole, the good and the bad.

Dont expect to change the person. At the point when you ordered the meal, a contract has been made. You have been bound by the contract, that is paying for the whole set meal and not partial payment if you dont want any of the dish. The day you decided to be with the person, you have already promised to like the person for who he or she is. Perhaps during the journey, you can help change him or her into a better person. However, dont expect him or her to change so as to fit your ideal partner dream.

Love is like a package. It comes as a whole....

A test has been carried out. A test that might lead to no conclusion, a new beginning or an ending to everything. Kind of scary but I guessed thats the only way to draw a conclusion.

Long long test. Waiting for the test to end.

Sentosa outing was a flop! Firstly, not much people can make it yesterday. Secondly, everybody was late. Thirdly, it rained. The 7 of us went to watch "disturbia" instead. It was not a bad show. One of the few show that can make me scream. Haha. However, the killing part was kind of boring cos e bad guy died within a minute of struggling. Abit saddist but I still prefer more struggling. Haha. After that, cc treated us snacks at "The White Dog" cafe. Nice ambience but the food was so-so only. Loitering around vivo before we( oni left chiuncher, daniel and me) move on to have our dinner at Chinatown. Stingray, char kway teow, oyster omellete, satay! Waited for Junsheng arrival until I was hungry.

The Chinatown trip further confirm that Ive gt no sense of direction. Despite going there for so many times, I still dunno wheres the food street. I was leading the way and I went up the wrong escalator. After that, I point to the wrong turn. Haha. So people, dun ever ask me for direction unless you wana go missing!

Today went pai-pai at old holland road. My ah ma had passed away for 100days le. Time flies~ Then went bugis temple to pai-pai. Walked around bugis junction and gor gor bought at top. Went back sunplaza and gor gor make his new white specs. Nice~ I got myself a new phone as well. Nice nice simple day out with my beloved family. =)

Dun feel lk waking up once again. Feel lk slping until I could get the ans.

Confused, confused and more confusion!

"Follow your heart and mind."

However, my heart and mind seems to be leading me to nowhere. The path ahead seems so blurry. It takes alot alot of courage if i wan to step in and see wats infront of me. Yet, ive no such courage. Searching hard for the answer whether to enter or leave yet I cant get the answer.

May god help me find the ans soon.

Back from chalet..

The chalet was not very happening but it bonded 204 together once again. Didnt see some of them for a very very long time yet we still can chat and joke together. A nice nice gathering.

Reached home yesterday and sleep like a pig. I realise Im a super light sleeper. While e rest of e gers were sleeping soundly under CC snoring, I was tossing and turning ard. Luv my bed, my pillow, my bao bao, my toys! Without them, its so difficult to fall aslp.. =)

Andrea went to queue for donuts from donut factory. The super kind her help my to buy a box. Pretty pretty donuts for breakfast tmr! Yea...

Watched Harry Potter and it wasnt as nice as wat i have expected. Almost fall aslp during e 1st hour.

Went back phs and ate e economic rice. nt as nice as it used to be. i oni finish e vege n left 3/4 of e rice untouched! chat wif ms lem n then went hm. =)

gt flu! yest gt sore throat! pls let me recover n dun gif me fever.

nth much to blog abt. slacking life isnt reali tat interesting. =(

Theres this repeat of "I not stupid" TV version this afternoon and I happened to catch it while I was tuning around. From the first "I not stupid" movie, I have heard the ending song and like it alot alot.

其实你不是不能，只是你肯不肯，给自己多一个机会，应为我们都是有用的人。

No matter we are uni students, poly students, jc students or ite students, there are bound to be some talents in each and every one of us. Take for example, uni students might be more clever in terms of studies but poly n ite students are stronger in hands on thng. Moreover, some people are cleverbut just plain lazy to study. Also, dont forget that there are many ITE n Poly students who are more successful than Uni students. All in all, we should not judge a person just by looking at their schools or results.

Everybody will face some failure in our life. We have to pick ourselves up and continue the rest of the journey, working hard to hit success again. However, if we choose to remain at where we are, our life will forever be a failure.

Losers are not someone who failed to come in as first, but are people who failed to complete the race. Theres only a number one in every race. There are bound to be times when we failed to be number one, number two or even number three. However, if we have put in our best, even if we lose in the end, we can be proud and say that we have completed the race.

Have been slacking for 5 days and im starting to get bored. Parents not home, gor gor nt home, ah gong n ah ma not here also. In another word, Im alone at home. To most people, this is very common to them. For me, its not. Since young, I need not bring keys along with me whenever Im out. There will always be people at home to open the gate for me. Now, without keys, most probably I will be locked out my house. Haha. Staying at home used to be so much fun in the past. Now, its really boring. Boo.

Looking forward to all the weekends before sch starts.
This weekends: Harry Potter
Next weekends: Chalet
Next next weekends: Sentosa
Fun, fun, fun.
It has been two years since I stepped into a chalet. It has been half a year since i went sentosa. The sun, the sea, the sand, the company, the fun! Woohooo. The only wierd thing is, all the activities above are organised by 204 but by different people. Im the one organising the sentosa trip. Excited! Hope all will b a success. Yea~

You love someone therefore you need that someone. It shouldnt be you need someone therefore you love that someone.

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.

You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.

And in return, you expect the same from who you love.

Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is medium.

You probably have had a couple significant loves.

And you may have even had your heart broken.

But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.

This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.

You know a relationship is not about getting your way.

And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is medium.

You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...

But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.

You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.

Independence:

Your independence is high.

You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.

Having your own life is very important for you...

Even more important than having a relationship.

The Five Variable Love Test

Today went nyp to conduct survey with stephy. It was a success cos each of us gt 60ppl to do for us in one hour. Haha. Quite satisfied. Yeayea

I lost my little eyeore. Still remember one mth plus bk i was still complaining that i lost my little pooh. one by one, they left me. grrr. kind of sad, bt nt as sad as compared to when i lost my pooh. when piglet left e family, tis family already broken le. i guess this set of toys is no longer meaningful. haix...

weekend is here. will b out on both days. gym on sun. woohooo....

7 mths had passed since I discovered everything and 4 mths had passed since things ended. Finally, I get to breathe some fresh air. After so many things that have happened in my life for the past 2years, I guess I have grown up. Get to understand and see things in life such as things we cant avoid(life n death). I guess many things in life we cant control them. As such, we can just do our best in everything, grab at every opportunity to pursue our dreams and live with no regrets no matter what the outcome is. Whats meant to be will be.

GekEng's Theory of Life: The key to happiness is to smile often. Whatever obstacles we meet, we will be able to conquer it one day.

Yesterday was my last working day! Time flies. I had been working there for 2 months without knowing. This job was kind of different from my IRAS job. The people there are all older than me, only two of them are around my age. People whom I talk to everyday are from different country, differen races and mostly guys. Haha. Although I dont like this particular colleague of mine(cos she always push her work to me), I would say I enjoy working there. All of them treated me nicely, perhaps because they know im just a temp staff. Haha. People told me they will miss me once I left. Its kind of sweet to hear that as Im only there for 2 mths. Haha. Yep. That marks the end of my vacation job. :)

MY COLLEAGUES:

(My mentor) Annie And I

(Salesman) From left to right: Andrew, William, Me, Annie, Henry, Teo

(Production Leader) Derrick And Me

(Forklift Driver) Me, Silvum, Kumanum

(My Lunch Partners) Sally(QC), Beh Shan(QA), Me, Annie

Yest went to this games cafe called "pit stop'. I didnt know theres tis cafe. Only know of minds n settlers. Haha. The place was more cozy but small. Games were about the same as the other two cafes. Haha. The guys were late, as usual. Supposed to meet at 830, but in e end, we only manage to reach the cafe at 10!. Took night rider home. My first time taking the bus cos I didnt know night rider did pass by estate. Haha. Quite fast. :)

I guess not all people are as simple as I thought. Maybe its just tat i usually dun tink too much and juz believe what others sae. Going to the university and working in the society make me realise that not all people or things are as simple as i thot. back stabbing, bad mouthing and making use of one another. i guess simplicity doesnt exist in tis world?

When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

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