When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

3 cheers to seletar gers!!!

whohoho...today got interhouse badminton n my whole class signed up for it n my house send out another team wich comprises of all j1...when we noe that oni one team can play per house, i was half sian...cos i realli dun wan any friens frm my class nv play..luckily, sum j1s were kind enugh to let us play n 6 j2s played with 2 other j1 team mates...xj,jing n e two j1s played singles while trish n me,jama n sheng en played doubles...jing loss once,xj won twice,claire won once,n jolene loss once...jama n sheng en won e doubles once n me n trish won both e matches!!!!whohoho...so proud...hehe...we won twice leh...15-14 n 15-1...e first match we almost lost...e opponents were strong but we arent that bad either...hehe....e second match was quite an easy one cos their attack are not as powerful....yea~~~~GOOD JOB GALS!!!

friday will be e final...e 2 j1s n sheng en n jama will be playing..realli hope they can win cos if they win, our hse be get e 1st position...yea~~~will pray hard hard de....realli hope they can win...my hse won thrice out of the three tournaments..so we are now the winnign team..one my hse, canberra to go n we will win..hehe...let us win please..last yr in sch leh

e sad thng is andrea did not play...cos she is scared...haix...if not 204 gers will thrash e rest...hahaha...waiting for fri to cumm....

posted by cutechicky @ 5/31/2005 0 Comments

Yesterday went to j8 to buy trish's prez... initially i do not wan to buy anything cos im on e saving mission so that i can go down n buy alot of things at one go..but who noes, when i reach there, there are saes all over the place n even places like j8 haf lots of things to buy..so after buy her prez. drea,xj, jing n me went on a shopping spree...yea~i bought a top n a flip-flop...xj bought a top n a sandals..andrea bought a top n a flip-flop too...quite cool...oni jing nv buy anythihng cos she sae her saving is negative now..haha...all thnx to california fitness.

yea~hols start liao but two weeks gone due to extra lesson...although A'lvl is juz ard e corner, i still dun haf e urge n everything to force myself on full speed..still slacking,still playing, still sleeping..dunno whether i will be as lucky as olvl n get e kind of good results ant..hope that after june hols, i will realli chiong all e way la...hope la...

next week a busy week...wed ive maths olympiad at NUS or NTU...den sat ive maths thng at sentosa..cool..all related to maths..will miss gp test on wed n i tink sure need to retest...sian...but nvm la...at least my testimonial will look nicer..hehe...oh yah...n we will be goin wan qin yuan for learning journey on thurs..so my week will be packed la...haha

looking forward to go sentosa...almost whole class sign up so it will b like a class gathering...i wana go cycle...n i hope that all of them wan to stay there till 8+ to enjoy e night scenery there...it has been so long since i went to beach at nite...tink e last time was one year ago when i go chalet..haix...cool...looking forward..even if nv stay till so late, tink it will still be a fun day!! lalala hehe

to have an everlasting story is not easy,not to sae an happy ending...

posted by cutechicky @ 5/29/2005 0 Comments

Recieved my this term test result slip..super dissappointed.. fmaths is my worse sub.. fail fail n more fail...die... more buck up liao.. phy is picking up..hope i can continue to maintain this kind of results or even beta...maths c block test grade was a real dissappointment..whole class didnt do well..none get A n oni one get B...i gt an C...wat the!!! oni gt 32/50... no excuse or no reason why i did so badly..becos maths c students can do as well or even beta than me.. so i shd realli reflect myself.. haix... it is time to work hard le.. dun wan to get this kind of lousy grades.. booo....dunno y...i can oni concentrate a most 2 sub..it is either i concentrate on maths c n get over 75 marks n forgo my fmaths totally n get an F or or spend equal amt of time on each sub n get nt-so-good grades for all..haix...tink i shd chose neither of them n work veri hard to score well for all.. the block test when schol immediately reopens realli help us revise alot..it is either we study seriously now n noe our weakness or we suffer after prelim wich will b too late..so i rather endure for 5-6 more months n get realli good results la...to my pals out there, i hope that u all realli will work hard too...life is not about studying.. but it is important to get tat piece of paper..so lets work hard together n enjoy when everythn is over...

i tink my engine is goin to exhaust soon..using to much energy recently..finish alot of tutorial within this two weeks wich is good but tink by end of next week, i will haf to rest n refill my fuel...everytime when my fuel is using up, i will start to tink abt my life n sudd a gush of saddness will fill my mind n heart...i will start to tink of all sorts of thing especially sad one lah...haha..wierd la...

life is strange..realli strange...sometimes juz dun feel lk doin anythn cos u find doin all these are meaningless..when this happen, u will noe it is time to take a rest...to reflect ur recent life n all e things that u had or have not done..ooni then will u noe whether u r at the right track anot..haha...

went to Singapore Short Movie film at Singapore historical Museum yesterday..e 4 short films that i watched is stupid but meaningful..the first is saying abt men under control of women..e whole film end sweetly wif e men sacrificing his pride n act as his wife to take part of a competition that was meant for women oni becos his wife realli yearn to go fo this competition but was unable to do so due to an unexpected accident that took place...e next is about uni grads unable to find a job in singapore n are willing to work at low wages rate... after that it is a film abt living a life without fearing of death will make u happier becos in this way, u will be less restricted, not afraiding to try out all sorts of things n enjoy life to the fullest...last but not least, it is about media influences n media manipulatin young children's innocent mindset...tink it is after all a worthwhile trip la....realli reflect the society alot..

posted by cutechicky @ 5/27/2005 0 Comments

Satisfied and happy wif myself...

This 4 days(frm last fri to now), I have really done alot of homework..at such a fast speed that even I myself cant realli believed it..if u all noe me well, im those that can sleep for almost 24 hours..thus, my work rate is super slow compared to e others cos sleeping is my top priority....haha...but, guess wat..i manage to finish tutorial 22.1 and 22.2 within 3days...both have 14 questions each...hahah...den juz now i were doin phy,quantum phy...i manage to do 40 qns in abt one hour time...fast hor...i oso manage to do analogue worksheet although im quite uncertain abt my explaination..will confirm wif e rest tml..haha...after this entry, i going to relook at those qns that i left blank for 21.1,22.1 tutorial...goin to make sure that e qns that i dunno how to do reduced cos got one person mock at me...booo...shall fill in all e blanks..haha

today is my 18th bdae...but stayed at home to do homework cos it is realli veri diff to plan activities...initially goin out wif moely,xy n sq but then sq not feeling well n i oso promised to go out wif my class ppl...so sq sae postpone their date..end up, who noes, oni me andrea n jy wana go out..so i decided to call off e whole thn cos quite fed up liao..haix...nvm la...dun tink i will ask e whole class to go out again...oni will ask those who are more "on"...cos it is realli frustrating to keep asking them whether they wana go ant...booo..but i didnt waste my day today...tts e most happy thng la...

next week im goin to blast my engine..im goin to make sure that i complete as much homework as possible cos time is running out..i wana study for the next block test cos almost all chpts will be tested and it will b a form of revision for me...moreover, it will be june soon...i realli need to work hard now...to get into the course i wan, wich is accountancy currently..tough competition...i muz get good grades..cant get a C for any sub..my aim..n of cos...cmaths muz be an A...act. hope to at least get AAB...dunno can ant...will try veri hard...gif me e luck n discipline n i tink that i will be able to get it...hope that God will help me plan a good timetable for e rest of this year....

posted by cutechicky @ 5/23/2005 0 Comments

Clap clap... ... today got my first 18 years old bdae prez...it is a ipod shuffle from the whole class plus xueyi,deanna n Shiqi...happy...hehe...thx guys n gals..luv u all so much...haha...but then, i dun haf much songs in my comp..so tink such a storage space for me is quite useless...so...i will keep buggin ppl to send me songs now..wahahhaa...bleh..

yea~3 days of rest day...no school wich means i can play!!!hehe...probably goin to go out everyday...mabe except sun...cos im goin to choing my work...i manage to finish one tutorial in 2 days within 3 hours orr so...quite happy n satisfied...im goin to do alot this two weeks so that i can revise during hols n play oso since 2 weeks of my hols are being eaten by e stupid schoolll...bohohoho....sianz....but nvm la...A'lvl cuming...it is time for me o work hard le...goin to reach for my goals...3A's...abit impossible though..haha.bleh...but my aim la....haha...

posted by cutechicky @ 5/20/2005 0 Comments

so proud of myself...this weekend is e most fruitful weekend so far..haha..although others might be more hardworking then me...im still proud of myself..hehe..manage to finish e vector worksht, phy tutorial, study abit of somplex no..hehe...do so many thns..hehe...took a 3 hour nap...same old me..haix

this weekend n next whole week im goin to do as much homework as i can so that i can enjoy myself during next week long long weekend...hehe..my bdae too...yea~...18 liao....can watch M18 shows.. haha..although 18 liao, i did not manage to do anythn proud lah...

things that i tink im proud of myself:
1) getting a gold medal for 200m race in pri sch
2) won my brother's PSLE score
3) top for maths n phy a few times in sec sch life
4) getting 10 points for o'lvl
5) got into interview for scholarship twice but failed
6) go for work attachment at MSD
7) knowing a few goof friens
8) keeping chicky intact for 6 years
9) meeting piggy

cant tink of anythn liao...haha...quite a boring life baz..compared to most ppl..hehe. but im still contented wif all that i haf...a not rich but happy family...not many but a few good friens..piggy n chicky...n e luck that i haf during exams....hehe

tink god is fair though...although my life is not veri interesting, i haf so many good things in life...so ppl, dun tink that u r less fortunate becos u r nt..tink of all e tings that u haf n all ur achievements....u r definitely fortunate...

posted by cutechicky @ 5/14/2005 0 Comments

Clap clap.. today dun haf phy nite lesson.. so i get to leave school at 430.. so nice.. it has been so long that i can reach home so early to eat n slack..haha...

this few days super tired.. tink becos didnt sleep well becos of that incident wich i dun wish to mention..haix...so been tired lah...

didnt do much work this two days... cos of phy test n today im simply too lazy n tired to get down to work... so instead of doin homework, im here!!!haha...will try to do tml after cca...

lets list down e things that i wana complete by this week:
1. Poisson
2. Analogue
3. Study Cmaths test

yah..thats all..haha..sunday need to go pai pai so wun haf time to study maths..hence, i will study before time...so hardworking hor.. chicky no longer lazy leh...haha...bleh...

ok la..nothing interesting happen today...lalalalalal

posted by cutechicky @ 5/10/2005 0 Comments

Happy Mother's Day to all the great mother in this world.. haha

Brought a ring for my mama wif her name on it.. then juz nw went to celebrate mother's day by having our dinner at e restaurant.. e service was lousy... took such a long time to clear table, meet our needs and everythn.. tink becos they are busy baz... haha

surpiresed my mama n ah ma becos we didnt tell them that we are goin to restaurant.. end up my mama oni wear home clothes.. but never mind la.. since it is near my house.. so it is rather alright.. food was okie.. was quite full though...haha....

tml got Gp test.. sianz... compo.. hope that my brainjuice will function well tml.. didnt manage to study a.c test though.. tink tml nite i will hafta mug.. spend my sat doin nth much although i wanted to study.. den spend today doin Gp,analogue n kinematcis... i managed to finished kinematics...wooo...finally.. after sooooooooooooo long..haha... tink next week will be quite busy wif homework.. alot of things haben do... but found that i haf less complain abt life now becos now, everyday i haf sth to look frward to... hehe...

goin off now...buai buai...

enjoy every moment in ur life n grab every opportunity u haf.. oni when u live ur life in this way, you will not live in regret...

life is not oni about work or homework.. we should set aside time to do things that we want n spend time wif family n friends cos they are the one that makes ur life complete...

luv does not cum easy...face it and u will enjoy it...

to all my friens out there, smile n enjoy ur life... i may not be wif u all e time but when im wif u, i hope to bring u joy n happiness...:D

posted by cutechicky @ 5/08/2005 0 Comments

wohohoho...got back my phy test today...although not veri happy, i manage to get 37/50...didnt manage to get an A...quite confident this time round... mabe becos i realli put in effort analysing the notes instead of juz flipping..haha...if i spend more time praticing on qns, i would haf gotten an A...if i didn't rub off n redraw nicely, i would haf gotten my A(after earsing, i forgt to draw back!!!)...but that is if... so, i shall not blame anyone but myself.. quite satisfied lah...this is e best result for phy since e beginning of this year... im goin to maintain n improve this grade... determined!!!hehe...

im oso determined to finish these tutorial by friday:
1)kinematics
2)poisson
3)A.c

then on sat n sun, im goin to do:
1)forces
2)analog

DETERMINED!!!whahaha...bleh..hope i can realli do it...ganbate!!!

posted by cutechicky @ 5/03/2005 0 Comments