Been coughing like mad for the past few days. Think I can tone up my stomach if the cough continues. I still remember once I cough for weeks and maybe a month when I was in JC. That was a horrible period. Pray hard this time round, the cough virus will go away soon.
Went for my cousin wedding dinner just now. Whenever I attend such event, I will envy the newly wed. Its not by coincidence two person get married and it takes alot of love to maintain a marriage. Wedding day is really a sweet and memorable thing in a person's life.
Results out and I did badly. Throughout my entire education life, I never get such lousy grades for my major exam before(if i never remember wrongly). Sad, but I kind of expected it. When there are other more sad things in life that you have experienced, you realise that achieving bad grades arent as sad and disappointing afterall. I guess thats what we call immune system. Will have to work triple hard to get bk my 2nd lower. Haix.
One more week to school. I hate school. I hate my uni life. How i wish my life stops at 18, seriously. Earth is rotating every second. I guess, happy or sad, my life still continues..
When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Silently,
You held my hand.
Stunt,
I kept quiet and stoned.
I look at your face,
I saw your grin.
Necklace,
The promise you gave to me.
Card,
The answer I gave to your question.
I look at your face,
I saw your grin.
Silence under the starry night.
We sat together with I in your embrace.
The time stops,
With only us in the circle.
I look into your eyes,
Searching for the love you have for me.
Trust,
I slowly have that in you.
Believe,
The words and actions you showed me.
I look at your face,
But I saw nothing.
Tears,
Slowly rolled down my cheecks.
Pain,
Slowly crept into my heart.
Heart,
Broken and shattered into pieces.
Silence under the starry night.
We sat together with I in your embrace.
The time stops,
With only us in the circle.
I look into your eyes,
Searching for the love you have for me.
I realise,
All was nothing but just a facade.
You held my hand.
Stunt,
I kept quiet and stoned.
I look at your face,
I saw your grin.
Necklace,
The promise you gave to me.
Card,
The answer I gave to your question.
I look at your face,
I saw your grin.
Silence under the starry night.
We sat together with I in your embrace.
The time stops,
With only us in the circle.
I look into your eyes,
Searching for the love you have for me.
Trust,
I slowly have that in you.
Believe,
The words and actions you showed me.
I look at your face,
But I saw nothing.
Tears,
Slowly rolled down my cheecks.
Pain,
Slowly crept into my heart.
Heart,
Broken and shattered into pieces.
Silence under the starry night.
We sat together with I in your embrace.
The time stops,
With only us in the circle.
I look into your eyes,
Searching for the love you have for me.
I realise,
All was nothing but just a facade.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Sleepess costume xmas party at jing's house yesterday. Spend my afternoon baking cookies with wenya at my house. Then for the first time in my life, I marinated chicken wings and fried them all by myself. The end result was not that bad. Haha.
Set off to jing's house and all of us were dressed in different characters' costume. The boys really spend alot of effort making their costumes i guess. We had a good laugh and had a feast prepared by all of us. It was a nice xmas party countdown.
Im glad 204 are still going out and having fun together although we have graduated from YJC for like almost 2 years. Hope all these gatherings will continue throughout the years and we will not lose contact with each other.
Let the pics do the talking..
Sleepess costume xmas party at jing's house yesterday. Spend my afternoon baking cookies with wenya at my house. Then for the first time in my life, I marinated chicken wings and fried them all by myself. The end result was not that bad. Haha.
Set off to jing's house and all of us were dressed in different characters' costume. The boys really spend alot of effort making their costumes i guess. We had a good laugh and had a feast prepared by all of us. It was a nice xmas party countdown.
Im glad 204 are still going out and having fun together although we have graduated from YJC for like almost 2 years. Hope all these gatherings will continue throughout the years and we will not lose contact with each other.
Let the pics do the talking..
Set off to jing's house and all of us were dressed in different characters' costume. The boys really spend alot of effort making their costumes i guess. We had a good laugh and had a feast prepared by all of us. It was a nice xmas party countdown.
Im glad 204 are still going out and having fun together although we have graduated from YJC for like almost 2 years. Hope all these gatherings will continue throughout the years and we will not lose contact with each other.
Let the pics do the talking..
Sleepess costume xmas party at jing's house yesterday. Spend my afternoon baking cookies with wenya at my house. Then for the first time in my life, I marinated chicken wings and fried them all by myself. The end result was not that bad. Haha.
Set off to jing's house and all of us were dressed in different characters' costume. The boys really spend alot of effort making their costumes i guess. We had a good laugh and had a feast prepared by all of us. It was a nice xmas party countdown.
Im glad 204 are still going out and having fun together although we have graduated from YJC for like almost 2 years. Hope all these gatherings will continue throughout the years and we will not lose contact with each other.
Let the pics do the talking..
Monday, December 24, 2007
Saturday, December 22, 2007
You were once a person who I treasured alot.
Now, you are just a stranger to me.
No longer know how I can communicate with you.
No longer know what I can share with you.
No longer know why I must talk to you.
Walked past without saying hi or bye..
Your eyes tell me everything.
Everything has become history..
Now, you are just a stranger to me.
No longer know how I can communicate with you.
No longer know what I can share with you.
No longer know why I must talk to you.
Walked past without saying hi or bye..
Your eyes tell me everything.
Everything has become history..
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Kids' World 2007
Yesterday was the last day of kidsworld. Being one of the GLs of this camp, I have to take care of a group of volunteers and a group of kids. When the kids arrived, they were so shy and quiet. They said out their names softly and sat there quietly. After a few rounds of ice breaker, they finally show their truth colours. They were all so playful and rowdy, shouting and screaming now and then.
There was this twins sister in my group and they are super hyper-active. They will run about and I have to run and catch them all the time. They will go around beating people and will even kick people when they offended them. Nobody in my group wants to take care of them and so, I have to take care of them. They will sit on my lap, ask me to go toilet with them, ask me to carry them, hold my hand and want me to follow them around. Though naughty, some of their actions seriously touched me. Afraid that I will be hungry, they will give their food to me. During the buffet, one of them came to me and ask me to go and get food. Thinking that she wants more, I told her to follow me to choose the food she wants. In the end, she said that she wants me to get the food cos she knows that I haven eaten. All these small little actions really touch my heart.
At the end of the camp, the two of them ask me whether they will be seeing me again. I told them we will not. They look at me and said "huh. I will miss you and i like you". Thats when my heart melted and tears started to roll down. All the tiredness, hardwork, frustration are all gone. Seeing the smiles on each and every kids faces, i know that i didnt wasted my 3 days of hols.
Someone once told me that doing such volunteering work are kind of useless as what they need most is money. He would rather give them cash than to do such things. After this camp, I realised that they are wrong. Money are important but they are not everything. You can give them money but can you give them forever? Memories are with you forever. Since we cant afford to give them money now as we are still studying, why not give them memories that they can look back on.
I derive happiness from seeing their innocent faces and smiles. They have left another story in my life.
Though i know you kids wont be reading this, i sincerely wish that all of you will grow up to be man and women worthy of god and man. I love all of you too and i will miss you..Stay happy always...
Yesterday was the last day of kidsworld. Being one of the GLs of this camp, I have to take care of a group of volunteers and a group of kids. When the kids arrived, they were so shy and quiet. They said out their names softly and sat there quietly. After a few rounds of ice breaker, they finally show their truth colours. They were all so playful and rowdy, shouting and screaming now and then.
There was this twins sister in my group and they are super hyper-active. They will run about and I have to run and catch them all the time. They will go around beating people and will even kick people when they offended them. Nobody in my group wants to take care of them and so, I have to take care of them. They will sit on my lap, ask me to go toilet with them, ask me to carry them, hold my hand and want me to follow them around. Though naughty, some of their actions seriously touched me. Afraid that I will be hungry, they will give their food to me. During the buffet, one of them came to me and ask me to go and get food. Thinking that she wants more, I told her to follow me to choose the food she wants. In the end, she said that she wants me to get the food cos she knows that I haven eaten. All these small little actions really touch my heart.
At the end of the camp, the two of them ask me whether they will be seeing me again. I told them we will not. They look at me and said "huh. I will miss you and i like you". Thats when my heart melted and tears started to roll down. All the tiredness, hardwork, frustration are all gone. Seeing the smiles on each and every kids faces, i know that i didnt wasted my 3 days of hols.
Someone once told me that doing such volunteering work are kind of useless as what they need most is money. He would rather give them cash than to do such things. After this camp, I realised that they are wrong. Money are important but they are not everything. You can give them money but can you give them forever? Memories are with you forever. Since we cant afford to give them money now as we are still studying, why not give them memories that they can look back on.
I derive happiness from seeing their innocent faces and smiles. They have left another story in my life.
Though i know you kids wont be reading this, i sincerely wish that all of you will grow up to be man and women worthy of god and man. I love all of you too and i will miss you..Stay happy always...
Sunday, December 16, 2007
I choose to believe in what you have said and ignore what others have told me.
I choose to accept whatever reasons you have given me for I believe that you wont lie to me.
In the end, whatever you have said were just pure rubbish, nothing but rubbish.
You still lied and I finally understand that you have a choice not to be a bastard.
Im sorry for being harsh but in the first place, Ive told you to consider everything properly and you have assured me again and again that you have thought everything through.
I hate liars and I have told you that whatever it is, dont lie to me and tell me the truth.
This is the first time in my life that I can feel anger and hatred within me.
Throughout the trip, whatever you have said keep running across my mind. All those were nothing, but just rubbish.
I choose to accept whatever reasons you have given me for I believe that you wont lie to me.
In the end, whatever you have said were just pure rubbish, nothing but rubbish.
You still lied and I finally understand that you have a choice not to be a bastard.
Im sorry for being harsh but in the first place, Ive told you to consider everything properly and you have assured me again and again that you have thought everything through.
I hate liars and I have told you that whatever it is, dont lie to me and tell me the truth.
This is the first time in my life that I can feel anger and hatred within me.
Throughout the trip, whatever you have said keep running across my mind. All those were nothing, but just rubbish.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Busy busy busy..
Been quite busy for the past two weeks. Wake up early n slpt late. In the end, i had heahaches frequently. Boo.
Time for relaxation..Genting plus Kl trip in a few hours time..
I wonder whether I am able to face you with a normal heart.I hope I can and I believe I will.
Been quite busy for the past two weeks. Wake up early n slpt late. In the end, i had heahaches frequently. Boo.
Time for relaxation..Genting plus Kl trip in a few hours time..
I wonder whether I am able to face you with a normal heart.I hope I can and I believe I will.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Monday, December 10, 2007
Was pretty busy last week. But it was an eventful week as well.
09122007 marks the day of Beach Hunt 07. It was an event organised for the visually handicapped beneficiaries. The event was supposed to be held at pasir ris park but due to the lack of shelter over there, we have changed the venue to Sembawang Park.
Despite the bad weather, the beach hunt committee had done and had made the event quite a successful one. All games were held indoor but nevertheless, all volunteers and beneficiaries had more or less enjoyed the games and the sandwich making competition.
This was the first time im the co-leader of an event. For the past few years, they had organised foodhunt for the beneficiaries but our committee decided to be different tis year and organised a beach hunt instead. Thus, we had to start from stratch and we met many set backs during our planning. We cant find sponsorship, unable to book the function hall at pasir ris, change our games rules now and then to make sure they are suitable for the beneficiaries. During the day itself, it rained early in the morning and all of us started to panic. Luckily, we had this tent and we had to shift all our games stations to be under that tent. It wasnt easy to lead a committee as ive not much experience in doing that.
Seeing those beneficiaries' smile when they received their prizes make all the sweat and tiredness worth while. Alot of people ask me why i wana join this cca since its nt lk veri fun n ive still haf to go back and gif them tuition on saturday and has nth to gain at all. At first, i was puzzled too. Now, im sure of my choice.
They themselves also hope that they dont need our help but they really need it. If all of us are all self-centered creatures, who can they turn to? All of us also hope that people ard us will lend us a helping hand when we are in need. "jiang xin bi xin" If its within our capabilites, we should offer our helping hand as well.
Real happiness doesnt come from just receiving happiness but giving happiness to others as well.
09122007 marks the day of Beach Hunt 07. It was an event organised for the visually handicapped beneficiaries. The event was supposed to be held at pasir ris park but due to the lack of shelter over there, we have changed the venue to Sembawang Park.
Despite the bad weather, the beach hunt committee had done and had made the event quite a successful one. All games were held indoor but nevertheless, all volunteers and beneficiaries had more or less enjoyed the games and the sandwich making competition.
This was the first time im the co-leader of an event. For the past few years, they had organised foodhunt for the beneficiaries but our committee decided to be different tis year and organised a beach hunt instead. Thus, we had to start from stratch and we met many set backs during our planning. We cant find sponsorship, unable to book the function hall at pasir ris, change our games rules now and then to make sure they are suitable for the beneficiaries. During the day itself, it rained early in the morning and all of us started to panic. Luckily, we had this tent and we had to shift all our games stations to be under that tent. It wasnt easy to lead a committee as ive not much experience in doing that.
Seeing those beneficiaries' smile when they received their prizes make all the sweat and tiredness worth while. Alot of people ask me why i wana join this cca since its nt lk veri fun n ive still haf to go back and gif them tuition on saturday and has nth to gain at all. At first, i was puzzled too. Now, im sure of my choice.
They themselves also hope that they dont need our help but they really need it. If all of us are all self-centered creatures, who can they turn to? All of us also hope that people ard us will lend us a helping hand when we are in need. "jiang xin bi xin" If its within our capabilites, we should offer our helping hand as well.
Real happiness doesnt come from just receiving happiness but giving happiness to others as well.
Thursday, December 06, 2007
Monday, December 03, 2007
Happy Birthday to Ms Moley, Deanna Tan.
Celebrated her birthday yest. It was a simple outing but guess all of us enjoyed it. Went sentosa for moon tanning at night. It was the first time I took the newly-build monorail train. Some pictures taken with the bdae ger...
The same place, about the same time but different accompany. Going there brings back alot of memories, nice and sweet memories that i will never forget..
Thinking of you.....
Celebrated her birthday yest. It was a simple outing but guess all of us enjoyed it. Went sentosa for moon tanning at night. It was the first time I took the newly-build monorail train. Some pictures taken with the bdae ger...
The same place, about the same time but different accompany. Going there brings back alot of memories, nice and sweet memories that i will never forget..
Thinking of you.....
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Love is no longer as innocent as I thought. The person you love the most hurts you the most.
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