When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

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posted by cutechicky @ 5/28/2006 0 Comments

23rd May.

Im old!!!I turned 19 le. Next year, when sum one asked me how old I am, I would have to sae out the "2" words. oMG. I dun wana age so fast. I wan to enjoy my youth, enjoy my time whereby I can use "young and innocent" as a reason for all the mistakes I had commited. But... I know that in my heart, Im still a young ger. Hehe..Cos im always a happy little ger...

Hehe.Took leave on my bdae.so shiock. haha. bt e consequences of playing too hard is: I dun feel lk working anymore..boo

Had a simple but nice bdae wif juju. he came sem to look for me. ate at sunplaza den he came my hse cos we da bao for my mama n ah ma. den played wif my chicky n piggy for awhile n check e movie ttiming.hehe. ju sae my chicky smells nice. blehh..hor,juju? hehe. went cine to watch poisedon.nice show. much nicer than davinci code. then went lao pa sai to eat. den went e bridges tat ive wanted to go fo a long time. love it alot!!first time there wif him at nite.. nice ambience. oni spend a short while there cos its getting quite late n both of us nd to go hm le..sum photos here!!





SQ!!Envious of me?haha..






beautiful scenary..

more pic will b uploaded in nxt entry...

posted by cutechicky @ 5/25/2006 0 Comments

nth much happen tis wk. every wkday i went hm st aft work. dun feel lk goin out. im sick la. first gt sore throat. nt realli a sore throat. haha. juz tat my throat is veri dry n gt phelgm. yap. n did i mention b4? i dunno hw to spit out phelgm. wahaha. i tink e whole world im e oni one facing tis prob baz. hehe..then i gt flu then cough n abit of fever. nw fever gone le..heng...

went to cut my hair. too thick liao. so go n thin it. went to a salon near my hse. nt bad i shd sae. cut my fringe short oso. cant get used to seeing myself wif short fringe. tink im nt veri suitable wif tat oso. but fun lah..haha..changes.hehe

wet malaysia on sat aft work. came home on sun morning. shall elaborate on tat.cos its private n confidential..wahhaa..but had a gd time wif him lah..

cant wait for nxt week to cum.cos it will b a fun wk..:)

mon:i will b goin out aft work to watch da vinci code wif my colleagues. heard tat its nt veri nice. i nv read e story bk.wonder whether i will understand wat e show is showing ant. haha..

tues: a day off. cos its my bdae..yea..tat will b a day spend wif him..hehe..i already noe wat he goin to gif me le..no surprise liao..bt nvm..its e thots tat count..blehh..

sat-sun: chalet at sentosa shangri la.woohoo..first time i goin to a chalet held at sentosa. hope it will be fun.goin there wif my colleagues..haha.

sun nite: trish bdae party at her anut place. dunno wat to get for her. will go shop for sth nice for her..yaya..

i will be anticipating for next wk to arrive. hope for nxt wk, time will pass slowly so tat i can enjoy all e fun n laughter to my fullest. hehe..

ive decided to work until end of june anyway. i dread goin to work. i dun lk working. dunno whether issit me or tis job. my colleagues all dun realli lk working there..one new buddy goin ot quit on 9th june. i will b so lonely. haix.i will juz ren baz. testing my tolerance level. haha. i tink i gt a high tolerance level.blehh

i wana b a happy little ger.

sum random thots:
i wana b a kite wich flies freely in e clear blue sky.
i wana see e fluffy clouds and say hi to those small creatures flying beside me.
i wan to fly high to see the scenary of e beautiful world.

i wana be a kite tat brings kite flyers joy n happiness.
i wana see the smile on their faces when they see me flying high up above e sky.
i wana see small kids clapping their little hands when they see my colourful body.

i wana be..
im trying to be..
i wish i will always be...

a kite. however, a kite is oso a veri fragile thng. when e string is cut off, it will feel e pain n "die" off. it will fly to a no man land. a lonely place.

conclusion:
everybody wana b a happy person. lk me, i always wana b a happy little ger. im cheerful at times but abit of thngs will cause me to be sad n unhappy or even cry. im juz lk e kite. easily injured. however, i always pick up myself fast becos i wana b a happy little ger. i wana brg joy n happiness to my family, my juju, my friens n even strangers ard me. :P

posted by cutechicky @ 5/21/2006 0 Comments

Mother's Day!

Today is mama's day. Didnt know exactly wat to buy for my mama n ah ma. went to walk ard wif at sun plaza wif my gege in e afternoon. realised tat there's nth to buy over there. decided to go yishun instead. we bought a pair of gold earrings coated wif abit of silver for mama n a pearl earrings for ah ma. tink they were surprised we bought expensive thng for them. tink they like it. hehe :)

i bought a digital cam!!!after so long, ive decided to buy it.i wanted the panasonic lumix pink colour de. but its too ex for me to afford it. den gt tis uncle sae the fujifilm z2 is gd. den another uncle told me its nt gd n ask me to buy this konica x60. dunno whu to believe, i bought e konica de. nt bad la. juz tat its nt veri clear when thaking night view. haix. perhaps de fujifilm one is beta? shall nt tink abt it. i still luv my cam la..:p

guess wat..im no longer lonely anymore..hehe...tink everybody noes why lah..shall nt go on frm here...

im a happy little ger...hehe..moley n i was chatting yest. we were saying that both of us are happy gers..we tink that we shd realli treasure our time on earth as almost 20 years had passed le. why nt spend the time we have happily? i mean time will pass no matter whether you are happy or sad. since tis is e case, why nt open ur hearts,forget abt all e unhappiness n spend every sec n min happily. i noe sumtimes we are unable to control our emotion. all of us will get sad n all tat. however, when a new day starts, isnt it time for us to let go of all those unhappy moments n hope for a beta one to cum. time will nt wait for us. i wana be a happy little ger. im one nw. n i hope i will forever b a happy ger. hope tat my friens ard me will live happily too.:D

posted by cutechicky @ 5/14/2006 0 Comments

So long didnt blog. Lazy me. Haha

Anyway, my accomplice left. She can no longer stand tat stupid white shark. Can you imagine kana scolded by ur supervisor becos you were standing up!!thats super irritating. if im her, i would be pissed off as well. crazy shark.i wanted to quit tis job as well. super tired of working le. but if i quit, den i haf to find a new job again becos ive still gt 3 mths to e starting of uni life. i hate to find job. thus, i decided to remain in this job. need to ren until end of june.by end of june, then i will have six months of customer service experience.woohoo..tat will look nice in my resume. haha..bascially, im juz squeezing out all the possible reasons to make working interesting lah.blah blah blah.

I passed my interview. The first interview that i passed in my life. Haha. Manage to get into biz le. Nw, my next goal is to appeal to go accountancy. Didnt reali pin a high hope on this but juz pray tat i can get in. Let God decide my path baz. :)

saw tis fujifilm camera tat nt bad at sim lim square today. it cost 450 bucks. i dunno whther i shd buy a digital cam nw ant. or shd i wait until july then i get one??450 bucks is alot. boo..

3 weeks never see him le..boo..stupid camp. dun let him cum out. nw oni can sms.haiz..dunno when then he can cum out. hope my bdae week he can use uni admission as a excuse to cum out. waiting for june 10 to arrive...5 more weeks.

posted by cutechicky @ 5/06/2006 0 Comments