When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

yipee!!!

block test is finally over. it ended today wif physics. im nt prepared for it at all cos i oni study like less than 24 hours for this paper? haha.. but im glad that not alot of definiitions n experiment came out. tink i will be able to pass this paper. hope to get a C. as for maths c,it was okok. i hope to get an A. cos tink me shd get an A cos im fmaths students. as for fmaths, tan's part on mechanics was tough n 100% i will fail it. hope to at least get an AO la. i did stdy this time round for fmaths lor. oni nt alot lah.. haha..

anw, im just so happy that everything is finally over. i do not need to mug until 12 everyday n tts what ive been doin this week. no more headaches n late sleep. i miss my beauty sleep. haha.

im so happy. juz nw went to watch "a lot like love" wif my 4 ger ger classmates. luckily all are gers cos e show quite RA although it was oni rated a PG. haha. nt really a nice show cos no surprise n everything, oni abit of comedy. hehe.

tml act. me dun nd to go to sch. but ive phy extra lesson n need to go for this NASA tok at TJC. It is compulsory. Cool talk but im n really interested lah. haix. Sat me goin out wif my cliques agian. Sun oso goin out. left mon at home. Ive got tons of homework left undone that are due next week. S paper,6 essay outlines, 1 compo, 1 compre, 3 AQ,charged particles tut.!! OMG. Im fainiting. dun tink i can finish GP homework. so most prob goin to leave out e 3 AQ. haha

But nw everything is over lah.. i promise that i wun be so last min when prelim n A'lvl cum..realli promise...hope GOD will plan my timetable for me...

posted by cutechicky @ 6/30/2005 0 Comments

im in deep trouble now...block test is starting like tomorrow n im still nt in e mood to study... still gt so many thns haben study.. dunno wat im doin tis 2 weeks.. mabe too slack.. haix.. kinda hope that time will go back n i will definitely mug for like 6 hrs per day so that im nt so unprepred now... dying.. tink tis block test sure do badly..or mabe even fail badly.. how how how...dun wan my grades to belike shit... but theres nth i can do now.. tues is fmats paper n i still haf like half of the 6 mechanics tutorial left undone..den i still haf statistic wich i studied juz nw but nt yet done..maths c still okok but dun tink will do well cos is all base on my past experience doin all e sum.. n phy!!OMG.. theres like 24 chpts to study n im oni half way there... how am i goin to do well wif so many thns nt yet studied.. tink will realli die tis time round..haix...

posted by cutechicky @ 6/26/2005 0 Comments

Went out wif deanna,shiqi,andrea n xueyi today...haf lotsa fun n catching up...reallli fun..

went to orchard....catch mr. n mrs. smith..quite a funny,action cum romantic show..it is overall nice lah..den went shop at far east...after that move on to taka..n we even went to look at bowls n pillow!!haha..next we move on to heeran n lastly, OG...went out frm 12 -10...was a long long day out but nevertheless, fun n happy to see the brand new dem...deanna gt a new haircut n becum more ger ger now..haha..xueyi tone up alot..n SQ n andrea everyday c..so nt much different...

catch up alot alot...tok alot alot...gossip alot alot..walk alot alot..n nw my leg is tired lah..haha.. hope our friendship will last forever...hehe...rite gers???

4 more days to block test..starting to get nervous cos im totally nt prepared..tink goin to do badly..but im hooping to pass all sub...realli hope i can..n i beta pass...if nt tink my mama will sae i keep goin out n nv study...hehe...hope my cliques can pass their midyear wif flying colours...lets meet after that k..cya

posted by cutechicky @ 6/22/2005 0 Comments

Time is running out.i failed to do wat im supposed to do today..wanted to study differentiation n integration,prob n finish COE but i didnt..nw, i still lieft integration n COE..hope to finish studying Integration n 6 chps of phy tml..but i doubt so..i can oni finish if i rush thru...but i dun wan to..cos rush thru den sure result nt gd...sad...haix...alot of thns to do leh..how...

i wana take a rest but then realli cant...wana sleep slack play for one week..but then cannt..all thx to this stupid school..one week of complete break oso dun wana gif us.eat away 2 weeks of hols..den still gt block test wich test like almost all e chps in A'lvls..dunno hw im goin to survive...tink most prob will do badly...sianz

hope that block test will faster pass...den at least i will haf 4 days of hols..but need to do GP hmwk during this 4 days of hols cos alot haven done...hope to finish la...cos drag oso veri cham...den will lag behind again...

may lord bless me wif the power n strength to cont. my last half year of jc life...oso help all my friends out there..let all of us putt in our best effort for A's..Amen

posted by cutechicky @ 6/18/2005 0 Comments

Friends are like gold
They make your life shine
They may be old
but still valuable

Real gold never rust
True friends will never go
They will stay put in your life
And be there for you to call

I have found some true friends, so haf u?
Though we may be far apart n busy
but I noe that at some ware in e world,
there will always be u

Dedicated to: Deanna,SQ,xueyi, Andrea

posted by cutechicky @ 6/15/2005 0 Comments

been mugging for this few days..correct myself..yest n today..haha...did alot of maths qns...im goin to finish C.O.E by tml n by hook or by crook, im goin to close that chp.. no time liao. so muz move on. alot of ppl starting to mug. c alot of ppl in e lib today. haha. go lib is quite good. i manage to do work n didnt take nap. but then at lib my pace super slow. few hours oni do less than 10 qns. mabe becos e qns are tough or mabe im juz stupid. haha. watever it is, im goin to study hard.

goin to mug mug mug..sun goin out to play le.yea.so beta study hard this few days. if nt will be lag behind n block test is oni 1.5 weeks away.i dun wana fail fmaths again. let me pass n let me get A for ccmaths n B for phy...pray hard study hard mug hard. may luck oso be on my side. realli wana do well.. didnt perform up to my expectation recently. so this cuming block test please dun demoralise me furthermore..please please please..haha...

posted by cutechicky @ 6/15/2005 0 Comments

went to watch curse today n i saw alot of familiar faces...act. oni 2 la...one is my neighbour n one is choonie...haha...nt a bad show..quite ok la...

goin to start my mugging from tml onwards...manage to almost complete 22.3..a tough tutorial...left qn 6,7,8last part,11,12 haven do...goin to do tml...yea~also goin to do 23.2 liao...skip 23.1 cos realli dunno hw to start..haha...mugging at lib tml..hope to finish 22.3 n more than half of 23.2...yea~ganbate....

everybody is mugging now...scary...me haben start leh...n they realli veri hardworking lor...me muz b hardworking oso....haha..dunno issit they all veri stressed...this few days got alot of ppl nt in good mood...haix...c their face black black sad sad i oso sian half...thus, i goin to be a happy little ger that will brg joy to all...wohohoho...yea

posted by cutechicky @ 6/13/2005 0 Comments

Supposed to go out wif a group of sec sch friens today but didnt cos one was sick and me dun feel lk goin out liao..so decided to stay at home n luckily i did cos stomach was veri veri pain juz now...haix..

anw, cum to tink of it, i feel that friendship is so complicated..a sec sch frien of mine,whu is in e same sch as me currently, seems nt to be in good term wif e other two friens,oso friens of mine...they were once so closed..took e same combi, came to e same sch n always hang out together...but recently, i find something amiss..this ger will always not be wif them when i saw them in sch...dunno wat happen oso..hope that they are still in good terms...friens cum n go in ur life..sum might stay put for a long time but sum juz left when time is up...after i graduate frm sec sch, i juz lost touch wif most of my friens...but i still haf deanna SQ andrea n xueyi...we are veri close although we seldom see each other...sumtimes i will tell them my prob n sumtimes they will tell me theirs too...everytime we meet we still haf so much to tok abt, so much fun together...guess they are not part of my life..haha..glad to noe them n hope that our friendship will be forever n everlasting..bleh...

hols finally start liao..but will haf to mug for mid year n A'lvl liao...time for me to work hard...if nt i will nt be able to get good grades...try to plan my time wisely...but everytime i oso lazy to do homework..will try to complete them lah..hope that i can...n i wana study hard for e mid year cos studying for mid year is oso an revision..so might as well do my best rite...dun waste time...i wana haf fun for e rest of e year...but at the same time, i wun neglect my study...i do not wish for e top of e top..but juz hope that i can do pretty well to get into e course i wan...hope i can do it...ganbate!!!jia you for my buddy too...hehe

posted by cutechicky @ 6/11/2005 0 Comments

Guess im feeling much pretty ok liao...hehe...thx to a group of good friens that realli comfort me...Shiqi,cc,trish,wenbin...haha...thx guys n gals...

realli been back to my old self n im glad i did..i wana be a happy little ger..tts my dream isnt that...hehe...

today went to woodland lib to do work but found no place so ended up in mos burger...manage to finish 7 qns in abt 1.5 hours...nt bad...haha...momentum to do work is here again..im goin to make use of this urge n realli finish as much work as possible...i oni left less than 3 weeks of hols rite..n there is a major block test cuming up n i muz nt do badly rite...so muz pick myself up n start doin work again...hehee

posted by cutechicky @ 6/06/2005 0 Comments

What are friens for? To throw u aside when u haf found someone in your life? to simply juz ignore u n leave u alone?to avoid u when u n ur stead are together wif them? thats wat i get lah... mabe thats my retribution... mabe im nt a good frien afterall..mabe they juz dun lk me...was realli sad n disappointed juz nw...thx gals for givin me such a memorable trip to sentosa...untterly sad n disappointed....

i noe we should be given more time to spend together...but when we go out wif a group, cant u all see that we simply want to mix wif friens n play together...if we want time together, we would juz go out together alone...we arent tat stupid...realli dissappointed...esp. with one person...u cant even see that im sad n angry..starting to question myself...do i realli noe u well?e years we spend together seems to me like a few days...everything change...

mabe a person can oni choose between friens n stead... to haf friens means u cant haf stead n to haf stead means u will lose ur friens...stucking in between this two, im realli confused...reluctant to choose cos i realli treasure both side...but if u all choose to do tis to me, wat can i do? do i realli need to make a choice...this is realli torturing me...making either choice wun make me happy...hope that everything will turn beta

realli thx shiqi...u realli give me alot of support n help...without u, i will still be in a dilemma...n i strongly noe that i did not make e wrong choice n i wun regret it....

posted by cutechicky @ 6/04/2005 0 Comments