When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

juz came back home...quite tired...went to out today with tricia xingjuan ant jiayong n julian...went to PS to have a feast at pizza heart...after that went to catch a movie...a scary yet nice one...after that went heeran to buy jing jing present...the went out to haf dinner with them...so full...had fun today...take neoprints with them...quite satisfied with it...haha...very long never go out so long le...
yesterday wrote a poem...they sae is ok-ok but they ask me why issit such a sad one...then e julian keep saying i had a relationship before becos i always wrote about love things...but the truth is i really did not..just feel that love is like that..haha...
next week goin out again...thurs goin to play e gun gun thng...fri meeting deanna and xueyi...good good...can play again...i wannna take neoprint again...haha
never go OBS also not that good...i will be so lonely when all of them r having fun together..so sad...but i dun like camping...so it is rather ok...hehe...can slack...
so tired...wana sleep le..
[Love is not a game...be sure that you really love the person before going into a relationship]

posted by cutechicky @ 4/25/2004 0 Comments

The sun is setting
We are departing
Weeping behind your back
Hating to see you leave

I was left with no choice
For you choose to leave
Leaving me alone
Standing at the shore

I am not sure of myself
For i'm sad to see you leave
Yet glad to see you happy
As you no longer love me

A knife had stabbed my heart
But it is not bleeding
For the truth is out
Even before you said it out to me

Created by: Gekeng

posted by cutechicky @ 4/24/2004 0 Comments

went to school early this morning for extra lessons...den we wait for 2 hrs n 30 min for the next lecture to start...wasted that 2 hrs 30min doing nothing...haha...after that, went to andrea's house again to study...this time 3 guys went too...and they are julian chiun cher and royce...the 3 guys r doin homework while the 3 gals r slacking inside the room..haha...finally got down to serios stuff at around 5..did some phys qns...on e way sending SQ home,she told us that actually she realised that life is quite fair...those who noe her well shd noe abt her family..she did not blame god for it becos she says that god has given her many good friends..her pri school friends were not that good...but when she entered sec sch, she has a group of friends that really care about her...her words touched my heart...i always tink that life is unfair...but after hearing her words, i tink that life is fair..i haf a perfect family and my family members luv me...although my grandparents r abit gender bais, but they still luv me...i do not haf much friends, but i haf some close friends whom i enjoy spending my time wif them...i am healthy and although im not rich, i still haf a quite happy life...SQ always say sum things that touch my heart...i admire her for being a "gan ai gan heng" ger and a ger who could put off her worries and troubles by smiling...a brave gal and she always gave her friends laughter and joy...for those who know how she luv *******, you will noe how strong she is..if i were her, i will definitely not be able to "gan ai gan heng"..for those out there, i hope that you all will realise that life is fair one day...

[after the rain, there is always sunshine...life is beautiful when you look at it positively..only when you realise this simple theory, then you will know how beautiful the world is]

posted by cutechicky @ 4/24/2004 0 Comments

yea~finally see me blogging rite...hehe....quite busy lately with that stupid fmaths tutorial...and SCV gt one show very nice...so spend abt 3 hrs on tv per day...hehe...n one hr to do hw...real slack manzzz...gt closer with my classmates this week...quite happy...hehe...but found out that i dun lk sum of them...haix...muz try to noe them more...hehe...but usually i dun go n noe them more...is they cum n noe me more...blehzzz....it seems that SQ is suffering in her new class..feel so sad for her...i tink the teacher juz dun lk her...she is so bad...hope that time can prove her that SQ is nt a bad gal...hehe...nothing much happen this wk...gt a phy test..tink wun fail...project work start liao...im nt happy with my group...cos not with andrea xingjuan and tricia...so sad....haix...but it cant be help...excited abt sunday...goin out with e 3 of them n jiayong julian chiun cheir and royce....can go take neoprint together...yea~~...lalal...hehe..next two wks veri relaxing...all of them goin for OBS...den i can slack in sch...hehe...thats all for the wk...cya soon...miss 4grace

posted by cutechicky @ 4/23/2004 0 Comments

Waooo...It's been such a long time since i updated my blog...really got spiderweb liao..haha...first, SQ dropped fmaths on mon and there is no more hilarious laughter from ant and me le..quite sad..we got back our physics tutor, mr goh, and the 1st intake people are all very happy...heard from ms ang that mdm ho was quite angry with our class for moaning and groaning at the moment she stepped into our class to the end of the period..feel quite sorry because it is really very rude of us to do so...ant got hit by a tennis ball by mr goh when he was trying to do a demonstration..poor thing..luckily her eyes was not swollen...get down to real work yesterday...did my fmaths tutorial and read my english article..mixing with tricia and xingjuan allow me to get more serious with my study...when they study, i will also study..thats a good thing..haha..need to go for fmaths lesson later and it lasts for 1.5 hr...sianz sianz sianz...but SQ will be going..so probably will be quite fun...hehe..decided to take part in 4x100m and 4x400m relay with tricia xingjuan ant and ming li...hope that we can win...i very long never take part in sports competition le...no courage to do so when i'm in sec sch...last ran in pri 6...haha...next week we will be taking part in the sports heat liao..hope that we can make it to the final...going to train next mon..hehe...haix...all of them going to the OBS soon...i cant go because im unfit...dunno if i haf made e right choice...e activities look fun...but i dun lk camping...when im older and haf tis opportunity, i will take part...hehe...

[zhen xi ni yan qian de yi qie ying wei mei hao de shi zhong hui lai dao jie ju]
[life is like rock climbing..you may fall and stumble during the journey..however, when you reach the top, you will find that the scenery is so beautiful..hence, never give up becos diffculties and obstacles mould you into a stronger person]

posted by cutechicky @ 4/17/2004 0 Comments

Now in school library rotting...haha...thats why i come n update my blog...deanna says spiderweb forming on my blog...this shows that im guai lor...i everyday at home study lor...hahha...no lah..this few days keep watching tv from 7-8 then 9-10..so 8-9 is my homework time...after 10 is my daydream time and nite time....fri can meet deanna..finally can meet wif sec sch friends le..and we r going to eat buffet..yump yump...SQ says ask sec sch friends parents to go book aloha loyang...but doubt we r able to get the chalet becos everybody wans it...haha...but having a chalet during june hols wif few close friends is quite fun...not a big big one...a big grp of ppl goin to a chalet will definitely cause sum dusagreement..haha....got one big big ulcer and it is soooo pain.....gopin to die of pain le..

posted by cutechicky @ 4/07/2004 0 Comments

Cant believe...i slept at 1130pm on fri and woke up at 11.00am on sat...after that, i slept from 2pm to 5pm...on sat nite, i went to bed at 12.00 and woke up at 8+...then slept from 2 to 5 again..haha...lazy bugs are inside my body...
Did nothing much during the weekend except sleep..hehe...just now did some maths qns and im quite satisfied with myself because i finally know how to do liao..hehe...SQ called me to ask some maths qns and i found out that actually i have not fully understood the previous chapters...during my sec sch life, no matter what theory my friends asked me, i would know how to reply them..now...haix...i, myself, were not sure of the theory behind too...a sad sad thing...
tomorrow new timetable should be out...hope that i will not have to stay until 5+ then go home...hope that i can get well wif my new classmates...

[my soul, my heart, will always be with you...]

posted by cutechicky @ 4/04/2004 0 Comments

so full...just have my lunch...PIZZA!!!haha...n sweet n spicy drumlets...Yummy...haha
Yesterday was a fun and memorable day...orientation for the J1 students..i was the OGL of class 114...the class was kind of boring because only a handful of them are enthu about the orientation..we had games and treasure hunt..then come the fun part...mass dance and jam and hop!!!my favourite part..haha...the mass dance was extremely fun and when the jam and hop start, everybody turn crazy...although the school hall was small and not well equiped, everybody enjoyed themselves...exhausted, we continue to dance and even ask for more..the OGL then know that it was a successful orientation day...
Next week the permanent time table will be out...need to concentrate on my studies liao...since january, i have been playing hard evryday instead of studying...therefore, from next week onwards, i will spend more time on my studies...
hope that i can continue to be the OGL of next year orientation...hope that the day will come soon...

[there is an ending to everything...no matter whether it is a happy or sad one, we must learn to accept it and enjoy the journey...difficulties make a person grow]

posted by cutechicky @ 4/03/2004 0 Comments

tomorrow is yjc orientation day...yea~should be quite fun..hehe...today got debate discussion and everybody was quite fustrated...me 2...whatever we say, e teacher got something to rebutt back...so sick of it that i walk off first...but accidentally bang the door and everybody thought that i'm angry..today got to know who my classmates are...all of them looks friendly...knew quite a number of new friends in my class and OGL meeting..hehe...sianz...next week must really concentrate on my studies liao...must be as hardworking as when i'm in sec sch...finish my homework promptly...hehe..my new resolution..quite tired this few days..slep at 9+!!!weather is hot...friends out there, take care..

posted by cutechicky @ 4/01/2004 0 Comments