When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

Two more weeks from now i will be sitting in the cold exam room taking my next important examination in life. Time seems to fly. It was just like yesterday when i took my o'lvl, recieve back my results happily, stepping into yjc, enjoying my friends there n now, after this exam, i will be leaving this school for good. How fast...

2 more weeks..but im nt motivated to study at all...im slow,restless not in e mood. things seem wierd. why am i still playing and slacking at this point of time when e rest of e jc2 are mugging real hard. something's wrong wif me...tink im gona buck up. hope i can finish studying n revising by next week..wana do well for myself,my family, my teachers..yap.

a good thing, e oni two things im looking forward to exam is the chalet n prom night...28,29,30 of nov will be our class chalet!!!first time our class haf chalet. looking forward. a time when none of us haf to worry about our study n can play,play and play..e next day will be our prom..woohhooo...almost whole class turning up cos we have ticked our name n cant back up now...although ex, hope all of us will enjoy it..wan to play..yea~~~hope exam will faster over wif me fully armed to fight..haha.

posted by cutechicky @ 10/26/2005 0 Comments

havent blog for such a long time. was kinda busy with grduation thngs n e tons of homework ive gotten from my teachers b4 we graduate. thx to them..haha.but it was for our own good lah. so i was alright. back to grduation.

wednesaday was my grduation. before that, we went to jing's house to bake, make puzzle n drew cards for all e teachers. was kinda satisfied with e cards that i drew. i drew two of them. one for mrs guna n one for mr lau. hope they realli like it. in e audi, when it was our turn to go on stage to recieve the cert. we gave ms ang a big surprise. jy,daniel n uysim kneeled down before her wif e prez to ask her to marry them. in reply, e gers help her sae yes i do. she was shocked n i could see tears in her eyes.our class was e best third class in e school. im proud of it. a fun n loving class...

thinking back, it sems like it was only yesterdayy when ifirst stepped into yjc. i was in a dilemma whether to chose tis school anot. all my teachers encouraged me not to but ive still choosen it. although ive some regrets joining tis school in e past, now i no long feel that wa. ive known a class of good friends. they are un n loving n never ever was quiet for one moment. we were chatty at almost every instant. tat was oso e reason y alot of teachers always complain about us. however, we are playful but academically clever too.. tts y we can get third rite..haha. i believe everyone of us can pass our alvl wif flying colours if all of us put in alot of efforts.

there were arguments,unhappiness, joy. laughter and sorrows. nevertheless, we are still so bonded. we r e best class in e whole level. i believe that no teachers will ever forget our class. on e day of graduation, we went around taking photos n me n trish were running ard to find teachers. it was fun. after that, we went to eat wif ms ang mr goh n mr see. they treated us although we initiated to haf dinner together. thx teachers..all of u were great..

this two years, ive accomplished more than wat ive in sec school. i participated in alot of activities n im no longer e quiet ger i used to be. im glad ive turned more vocal. in e past, my friends are also all veri quiet n ive never really enjoyed myself as im now is. alot of things have changed.

yes. e most important thn is that ive found him. he have make my life wonderful. more than half a year le. so fast...as e day pass, ive found that i miss him more. he realli haf stepped into my life. without him, i tink that my life will nt be as wonderful as im nw having. realli luv him...

alvl, here i cum...i will mug hard to aim for triple A. hope i can get it...for lord have plan e timetable for me..a path he has set for me n i believe that it is e best path..he had helped my in olvl n i believe that he will cont. to help me in alvl n other future endearvour....

204, never give up. it i never too late to study now. mug hard n we will be e top class in e level

xueyi n deanna, although we are so far apart, i hope that u all are making use of every min to study hard. when we recieve our results, i hope that we will be crying for joy over e phone

shiqi, i know u r under alot of stress. relax. know u are more hardworking than last year. know u can do it de. although we are e one who will meet e one we luv, fate also play apart. forget about him n wait for e right one to appear..at least for now, concentrate on ur promo. hope to hear frm u tat u got AAA for promo..

friends, ganbate!!!

posted by cutechicky @ 10/15/2005 0 Comments

Prelim was over for one week and ive gotten back all my results. As expected, not good at all. But didnt expect me to do so badly for phy n cmaths,especially cmaths. was super disappointed. it is not as if i cant do, but ive got like 20 marks careless mistake. wat the... this time round,ive got so many careless mistakes. first time lor. as for phy, i top the mcq..but so wat, e overall grade was like shit. didnt perform. gona work hard for a'lvl n get e grades i wan.

was feeling pretty tired recently. slept at 9 plus for two consecutive days and consider that i took nap yest. dunno wats happening to me. sian. cant settle to do work. so slack. promise that i will buck up n work hard once next week start.

two more months of ardship and everything will b over soon..realli hope tat i will be totally prepared for e hard battle and will enjoy my long break wif ease in mind. when i get back to e sch, i hope i will cry wif joy,juz lk wat i did 2 years back. i realli hope i can lah.

it has been such a long time since i went out wif my sec sch friends. feel lk we are drifting further apart. last year, we used to go out so often. My clique oso behave wierdly sumtimes. sudd, one of them will becum super tired or restless and e rest will feel that sth is wrong wif her. however, when we ask her, she will sae she's ok..signal of stress???im nt sure.juz hope all of us will be able to hang on and finish e last lap of e race.

*time will not stop to see me cry.thus, im moving on wif my life
*loving someone brings u joy n happiness
*sweet memories usually have a shorter lifespan than bitter ones
*never say die cos god will make a way
*good friends are like diamond. never will it stop shining.

posted by cutechicky @ 10/01/2005 0 Comments