When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

Its been such a long time since Ive updated my blog.

School is now in the full force. Timetable finally settled and currently ive got two cores and two electives. No reading has been done so far and I just started reading a few pages of my FYP stuff. Dont know what I have been doing actually. It seems like Im quite busy everyday but in the actual fact, I didnt get alot of work done. Thats pretty bad, isnt it.

The global bank networking session makes me realise that my grades are too cui for anything. Second class upper is something far beyond my reach now. Actually I have been wondering, is banking and finance really suited for me? It seems like I have not much interest in stocks, options, bonds and blah blah blah. But its too late for me to turn back now. Till now, I dont even know what I want to work at. Yes, I want to work in the bank. But which sector? Consumer banking, private banking, wealth planning? I have totally got no clue.

Throughout my eductation life, I have never regretted whatever I have choosen. From presbyterian high, taking one pure science and one combined scienece, going to yishun JC instead of other better jc, taking double maths n physics and dropping econs half way through. I never regret any above choices i made. But now, im starting to think. Given a choice again, will i still choose business? Im not really very sure now. It seems like not only competition is high, people here seems to have a motive in everything they do. Men, they are not as simple as I thought.

posted by cutechicky @ 8/24/2008 0 Comments

Coughing badly for a week plus. Irritating.

Cough bugs go away, come again another day. Little chicky wants to eat KFC. =(

posted by cutechicky @ 8/10/2008 0 Comments

Specially dedicated to my ger.

Hey ger,

Perhaps we know each other situation quite well, I always feel sad for you when you start emo-ing. Dont want you to emo yet I dont know how I can help you. Dont need to say thanks. You have been there for me when im at the bottom of a pit. Similarly, I will always be here for you when you need someone to talk to or listen to you. Thats what friends are for right.

Its difficult not to emo but remember, if you need someone to talk to or even accompany you, I will always be here. No matter how late it is, just give me a call or sms k. Jiayou my ger. Hope to see a smile at the bottom of your heart.

When you see this post, hope you are no longer emo-ing.

posted by cutechicky @ 8/10/2008 0 Comments

School is starting soon. It seems like Ive just taken my A'lvl results and entered uni. But now, Im year 3! A final year student who can still get lost in school and only managed have 7Aus on her timetable with a not that fantastic GPA. This final year, I will study hard. I know this is the third time I have said it, but I hope I will really do it. =)

Its also time for me to think clearly where I want to head to after I graduate. Totally have no idea what I want to do, where I want to go. No plan. Nothing. Haix..

When I have it, I take it for granted. When I lost it, I wanted so badly to get it back. When I found it, Im not sure whether I still want it. Life, we will never understand you.

posted by cutechicky @ 8/03/2008 0 Comments