When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

long time never blog...den e DEANNA TAN complain....haha...yesterday was SQ bdae.So deanna, andrea and me went to celebrate her bdae with her at seoul garden..had a good feast but it costs a bomb...83 bucks for 4 persons..thats ex!!!! we were laughing and eating at the same time.thats this waitor that keep asking whether there is any plates for him to clear..den SQ says he is quite cute!!!haha.okok lah.not special!after that we went to take neoprint!had lotsa fun inside the small machines.taking neoprint is not for the end product, the sticker.to me, taking neoprint is to be inside the small machines with your friends..inside the small machines for less than 10 min, you will know whether the people there are your true pals or just normal friends.if they are your buddy, you will dare to strike watever pose..however, if they are juz normal friends, what you do is just stand still. and i know that you gals r my bestest pals!!!
3 more weeks to promo..can you believe it..next week we will be having intensive timetable..the hand of the clock slowly ticks away. but why issit that time pass away so quickly like nobody business!!! frighten, afraid, stress, tense up..wat mr wong told me is really happening..before i chose the jc i wana get into, he once told me that i must think carefully whether i should continue to stay in yjc..although yjc is a less stressful school and is near my house, but with the result i got for my o'lvl, all the teachers and even classmates are expecting me to get better results than most of them..i didn't believe him at first.but now, as the promo is nearing, i'm starting to feel the stress.what if i did badly? what if i never do as well as i'm expected to? what if i'm not the top few percentage in school? i cant halp feeling competitive now..i haven start revising...there is so much homework everyweek everyday. when i reach home, i will be spending the rest of my time doing homework. how to revise with all the homework!!!
To my pals in other jc, i wish you good luck for your promo is just one or 2 weeks away..study hard and finish the last lap of the year with the best record you can make.I know you can do it! I pray that all of us,phsian, will do well and do our sec sch proud. In jesus name i pray, Amen!!!

posted by cutechicky @ 9/26/2004 0 Comments

hohoho...weekends liao. super duber fast.nothing interesting happen this few days.wake up eat breakfast, go school, eat lunch, continue lesson, walk home, bathe, do homework and watch tv, then bedtime..guess thats the routine for most of the jc students...24hrs, i spent like 10-12 hours studying.can u believe it!!!think that singapore governement is giving the poor children too much stress..RESULTS, CERT are the things always mentioned to the kids.
having good results does not mean that you own the whole world.what is important is that you live a heathy life and are happy with what you are doing.however, singaporeans never get a happy childhood becos at the age of 5 or even younger, they will have to study and attend all sort of lessons their parents want them to attend.sad sad.
anyway, there is this F1 boat racing(i guess so) held at kallang river and mr goh was asking who are interested to go on sunday with him..jing jing and mingli seems interested but me n tricia have long said that we will be going shopping on sunday..so the end result is, jing and mingli will go watch e F1 thng and andrea, xingjuan, tricia and me will go shopping!!! after that, we will meet them and sum of the guys for dinner at bugis..haha...guess tricia and me are more those shopping type..hehe..
Things i want to buy:
1)Clothes!!!
2) ger's stuff(hehe)
3)bag
4)shoes
5)wallet
6)accessories
from most wanted to buy to least
cant wait for sunday!!!but...i got tons of homework need to be finished..
1. chinese lian xi 1
2. maths intergration 16.1
3. maths integration 16.2
4. phys gravitational worksheet
5. phys SHM tutorial
yj system is damn freaking stupid..after jc start their promo on e beginning of oct...we start at mid oct. then our hols begin oni at end of nov...eat away our hols.so stupid..waste pur hols!!!!!
anyway going off to chiong homework liao...bye bye...
we live to be happy and enjoy the short period of time on earth.nobody noes wat will happen tml.so smile to brighten up your day and others day and dun pull a long face!!!

posted by cutechicky @ 9/18/2004 0 Comments

time flies...left 4.5days to school reopens..and it means that half of my hols gone..did nothing much..finish reading storybook..a nice one..it toks about a ger whu is 15 and is going through a teenager life,juz lk me!!!!haha..but her life was much more interesting and meaningful...nt lk mine..everyday so sianz like hell...
haven really touch my homework...die liao..later muz go mug...if not school reopens i die...muz finish phy tutorial until qn 10 by today..haha...hope can do that...den muz go read e eng article and do trigo revision exercises..den continue to finish the two on saturday and sunday....den tomorrow will be the day all on vectors.goin to lib to study wif my gang...haha...so can ask them..fri gt fmaths mass tutorial..goin thru vectors..tts y tml MUZ try to finish..finishing all these i will left with not much homework..haha...except chinese wich i'll try to do on fri nite..okay...this will be my timetable for this week...planning to go town and play on sat n sun..this hols never go out yet..so definitely muz enjoy this weekend..after this week will be serious mugging for promo..one month away..abit scared..tink shd be able to get promoted..but my aim is not juz to be promoted..i muz get really good grades..how can i compete wif students in RJC VJC if i cant even do well in yjc..i cant let myself down..i wan myself to do as well as i had done in my o'level..tts my aim...to get the top few percent in the whole cohort..haha..e dream abit too far but i will try to reach it...cannt be so lazy liao..muz go chiong my work..if not, my dream will be dashed..haha...
c'mon everybody!!!lets chiong this time round and do well for promo..time will not be waiting for us..so utilised every second!!!pals, let's go..

posted by cutechicky @ 9/08/2004 0 Comments

wohoho...change a new blogskin...nice???hehe...today is e start of school hols..so happy..haha
anyway..fell down twice within 2 weeks...first time is when im playing captain ball and only go one bruise on my bottom right knee cap..den yesterday while i was walking to the mrt station, i fell down on sandy path...and this time round, both my kneecap are full of bruises..so disgusting..and now, it is so painful that i have difficulty walking...so sad....
today have my phy test..it is a more simple test compared to the previous one but doubt i can do well becos all e memorising part i forgt...sianz...
there is misunderstanding between e guys n gers in our class n this lead to many unhappiness...but luckily, now it is much beta but i still veri uneasy and sad that our friendship is worsen just becos of sum stupif misunderstanding...n i juz wanted to state clearly that it is not all my fault but i contributed to this conflict...
man is so wierd...we cant tell whether he is showing his true colours or not..he can be happy at this moment and without you knowing, he is sad and angry...cant understand why many behave in a certain way and why we live in this world..but since we are already in this world, we might as well live the fullest and that is to be happy...being happy can brighten up people's day and yourself..being sad not oni you feel down but people around you will feel unhappy as well..so people who like to pull long their faces, please stop doing that...
Lord, i pray that everybody will live happily in this world no matter if they are rich or poor, sick or healthy..let them treasure every second they haf and may my class be as united as b4..Amen!!!

posted by cutechicky @ 9/04/2004 0 Comments