When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

2 consequtive tuitions for 3 consequtive days= Monday to Wednesday 530pm-930pm burnt.
2 interviews and 1 aptitude test within two days= Tues 11am-3pm burnt and Wed 11am to 12noon burnt
Project meeting=Thurs burnt
CCA=Sat 2pm-430pm burnt
All these exclude travelling time.
Overall, im only left with friday and sunday to study. Boohoo

Confused at what you said

posted by cutechicky @ 2/25/2008 0 Comments

The weekends ended just like that...

Saturday morning was spent packing my super duber messy and untidy cupboard. Finally its neat n tidy again! Went VH after that and the beneficiary english standard is like much better than mine. Im so cui.. All my chemistry returned to Mr thomas. I can only remember that hes afraid of thunder. That was my Chem days...

Following that was food at Chinatown. Prior to that, we went to visit Jiayong's boutique shop. Bought a tube top and some hair accessories(although i gt nt much hair now..everybody tell me i shouldnt rebond my hair..wo de tain arh)

Dessert and main course food after that. Then we wanted to go to tis lao pok KTV at chinatown which only cost 10bucks per person. However, upon stepping into the KTV, we decided to change place because not only the room is small, the tv is also small.

Went Kbox and sang frm 10pm to 3am. It was the first time i sing Kbox throughout the night. Its super expensive!!! 35 bucks. Order this House Vodka which tasted like non-fizzy Coke..

Today I went Qian Hu fish farm with my CCA ppl. Had lots of fun and laughter. Those kids are really naughty. One of them use the word "cute" to describe me.Muahaha. Did alot of stupid things when trying to help them catch fishes. Was being chased up by the person-in-charge cos I stepped into the bond. It was quite yucky. Seeing those smiles and hearing their laughters definitely brighten up my days. I can really feel that they are smiling in their heart. It was just a simple trip but they are so happy and excited over it. =)

Steamboat buffet and some talking CRAB session at lao di fang with the same old gang.. =)

posted by cutechicky @ 2/25/2008 0 Comments

Im thinking of changing my blog... Maybe I should set up a private blog. or maybe i should just change my blog address and tell those close friens of mine abt it..

posted by cutechicky @ 2/23/2008 0 Comments

I had a dream yesterday. It was a sweet sweet dream. It was something which I wanted to do so much in real life, but I have no courage and my mind told me I shouldnt do that. As I have said, its the battle between mind and heart.

In the dream, I did it. Everything seems so real. It was something which I wanted it to happen but it didnt.

How I wish time will just stop there...

I know, a dream will never be the reality.

posted by cutechicky @ 2/23/2008 0 Comments

I caught myself thinking, thinking in the middle of the night.

I never expect it or perhaps, I dont even dare to wish for it. Ive told myself not to and pulled myself away from it. Memories are kind of fading. I realised the more I clinched on to these memories, the more difficult it is. Yet, I dont want them to fade away.

Its always the battle between the heart and mind.

回到过去。一个没有你的过去。

posted by cutechicky @ 2/16/2008 0 Comments

Im sorry, I lied..

I wanted to but I think I shouldnt..

4mths soon

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posted by cutechicky @ 2/15/2008 0 Comments

CNY Genting Trip:

Disputes occurred when we arrived at First World Hotel. My anut was being served with hostile attitude from the front desk staff. The staff only gave us two rooms when we had booked 4. To make the situation worse, the staff separate us to two different towers. Raging with anger, my anut banged her fist on the table. Luckily I was sitting down and slacking. I think it would be embarassing. Haha.


I guess they served the same food for their breakfast buffet since ten years ago. It was the same when I last went genting that time. They must have ordered in bulks. Haha. Ate that for two days!!!!

Manicure with my cousin and it was a horrible. RM50 wasnt cheap and the end result was worst than Singapore's one. But, my cousin paid for it. Hehe.

Had coffeebean with my cousin and my family for supper while the rest went gambling. Chatted alot alot. Found out from my cousin that being an entrepreneur wasnt as easy as one thought. Not only she has to have the capabilities, she has given all her time to her shops. Her friends stopped contacting her, she has lesser time with her mother.

Second day the three youngster plus a senior citizen went themepark together. The queue was super duber long. Played only a few rides but it was still fun. My cousin and I were screaming like mad even though the rides werent scary. It was to create lighten up the atmosphere. Haha. Went KTV as well. Sang with my uncles and anuties. Quite funny. Oh yah, did I mention that the whole bowling alley only has a lane which have uncles and anuties playing? Haha. Yes. My parents and my uncle and anuty.=)

Supper for the second day was at pizza hut with my gor gor and cousin. The three of us ordered ALOT but in the end, we didnt manage to finish. My cousin treat again. Feel so paiseh but she wanted to use her credit card to pay for it. Found out alot of things while eating and chatting. Some of the things are so unbelievable. Cant believe such things will happen...

Pictures will be uploaded in the next post. Stay tune to see the Tan's family faces....

posted by cutechicky @ 2/15/2008 0 Comments

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL MY FRIENDS

posted by cutechicky @ 2/15/2008 0 Comments

A cleaned up and new room without any trace of the past. Everything was kept and hidden. Just like my feelings and memories. Letting go of everything, even those happy memories.

Goodbye my love...

posted by cutechicky @ 2/04/2008 0 Comments

Yest was my first trip to lower seletar reservoir. It had a nice "sea" view and the atmosphere was rather nice. Quiet and peaceful. Can see some couples and people sitting down, walking around or cycling here and there. Boats, kayak lie around the sea with some being tide up while the rest have drifted away.

We played rockets at the end of the reservoir. Rockets that are made up of sparkles. Haha. We had this competition on who can make a rocket that can fly the highest. In the end, some spin 360 degree without flying above the sea level, some fly a few cm above ground and some even collapsed without flying. Haha. The tranquility of the place was infested with our shoutings and laughter and fire and smoke of the sparkles.

Jogged from lower seletar reservoir back to khatib mrt station. It almost killed me because I haven been exercising since dont know when. Haha. But, we still manage to catch the last train!! Great sense of achievement. =)

No pics taken cos my Hp batt was flat. =( Will take more pics the next time we go there n play!!!!

Simple things like sparkles can make the 5 of us play and go mad. Happiness is found by you, yourself....

posted by cutechicky @ 2/04/2008 0 Comments