When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

Today only have 3 lessons...super slack lor...haha...today went for the OBS medical check up...yea~i don't need to go for OBS...the doctor initially want me to go...but my mother keep saying i might faint and ask him to check the blood test result...and end up, e verdict is:i dont need to go...wahaha..my school mate says the permanent class will be out today afternoon...so maybe we will be in the permanent class tomorrow...hope so...SQ will be joining andrea and me...yea~than we can play and study together le...seet ee vanessa and steph goin to take CLA...i tink taking CLA is a waste of time if you don't like chinese at all...but they want to take...so take lor...haha...going back to phs this week for the CIP hours thingy...hope that ms lem will write 10 hrs for us...hehe...can see XY wear NYJC uniform..so funny to see each other in different JC uniform...going offline to watch tv liao...nowadays, start to dislike quite a few people....also don't know why...but no matter what, i won't hate them..

[No matter where you are, my heart will always follow you]

posted by cutechicky @ 3/29/2004 0 Comments

This few days quite tired...guess still not used to staying until 3+ then reach home...yesterday i slept at 930...hehe..due to the new intake, the timetable now is very slacking...we only have 3-6 periods a day...so we are like slacking all the way...even pon lessons sometimes...haha...quite bad arh...i have get rid of the habit of coming online for the whole nite liao..now at 9, i will just shut off the comp and go do my tutorials..still have alot to go on...there are about 20-25 phs students in yjc...haha...quite surprised by the number...need to go OBS soon and orientation will be on next sat...it will be a fun day..hehe...hope next sat will come quickly...

[ The more you want to have the thing, the most probably you will not get it]

posted by cutechicky @ 3/25/2004 0 Comments

Hmmm....today school reopen and i found out that many phs students are being posted to yjc...haha...we can form phs gang...today was a boring day..first day of school yet there is nothing fun....talks talks n talks...OGL don't even have a chance to communicate with their class...super sianz...yea~tomorrow i can help selling uniforms...haha...duno why it seems fun to me...tomorrow im oso goin to buy my uniform..hope it looks nice on me..haha..haix...get fatter...think need to buy bigger size...

posted by cutechicky @ 3/22/2004 0 Comments

Today, Andrea, SQ and me went orchard again...haha...i bought a pair of shoes, two socks and some pens...SQ bought alot of things...haha....and i like the pink windbreaker she bought ...the pink is so sweet...andrea only bought two oens...lolx...tomorrow school reopens liao...haix...this week passed extremely fast...must get serious frm tomorrow onwards...if not, i would fail my promo exam...den i will have to retain..haha...there is 12 people in 4grace got posted to yjc..more than 1/4 of the class!!haha...however, the thought of school reopening makes me veri so sianz...haha...but life goes on...so think positively and two years will pass very quickly...to my pals out there, lets strive hard together and succeed in our A'level...we can do it!!!

[The greatest distance is not of heaven or earth, or hell or clouds, but it's when i'm standing in front of you, and i can't say i love you.}

posted by cutechicky @ 3/21/2004 0 Comments

Today, Deanna, Andrea, Xueyi and me went to orchard...intially, i wanted to buy bag and shoes...however, i went home with nothing...haha...i wanted to get that roxy bag but it was too expensive...65 bucks...after that, i was searching the whole far east for that shoes but it never appear...last time went there i saw them but today...haiz...tml going to buy bag...but i don't really like it...just feel that it looks so-so...it is cheap and quite nice lah...so me anything lor..haix...anyway, took alots of neoprint today...quite happy with the effects...haha...so tired...

[when you saw things you like, make your decision fast...the thing may disappear the next moment...]

posted by cutechicky @ 3/20/2004 0 Comments

Today went to OGL meeting...It was so fun...Learn the mass dance but i'm still quite bliur...so...i'm sad to announce that JP04, u all will have a bad OGL, which is me..haha...during the whole meeting, it is quite fun although it starts at 9 and ends at 5.45...haha...got to know who are posted to yjc before they knew...saw alot of familiar names..haha...anyway, need to buy school uniform le...and i tink i become fatter le...haiz...so sad....eat too much...put on 3 kg of weight or even more since november...thats very bad...decided to do exercise to slim down.haha..

Be brave and face whatever difficulties you met...if you give up before you try, you are definitely behaving as a coward...

posted by cutechicky @ 3/19/2004 0 Comments

Haix...yesterday fall sick in the middle of working at suntec city...when i reached home, i found out that i have got a fever...quite unlucky...after working yesterday, i fully understand how kiasu singporeans are..when there are free gifts, they will do everything to get it...some of them even took more than 1 gift..it is a disgrace...feel much better today but i don't feel like going to the OGL meeting because i have not fully recovered...4 more days and school will reopen but i still have tons of tutorials to do...HOW!!!not in the mood of doing homework recently...so slack nowadays...hope that i will be more hardworking when school reopens...so tired...i want to go shopping!!!i only went out shopping once this holidays...haixx...nothing more to write..

posted by cutechicky @ 3/18/2004 0 Comments

Have a BBQ yesterday and it is quite a successful one...I'm the organise..haha...luckily it was not a flop..haix...time really flies...after yesterday gathering, i think we will not meet that often as most of us went to different JC...We will make our own friends and as time passed, our friendship will become further and further apart..everyone seems different from me yesterday..the person i dont really like seems to be quite friendly after yesterday BBQ...talk alot to the guys and found out that Denny is getting more and more lame...His jokes will send us to northpole, just like jason said..
Haiz...I still have tons of tutorials to do...how am i going to finish within 1 days...wednesday thurs and fri i'm occupied with jobs and OGL stuff...Need to spend today rushing my homework...
This few days i'm quite sad...don't know why...maybe because of SQ...what she wrote in her blog has made me think alot...I kind of regret rejecting the person so directly...now then i know that being rejected is so painful...maybe i should have given him a chance..but it is too late now...I feel so awkward talking to him and i think he feel strange too...mixed around with my class boys well except him...i seldom talk to him and he seldoms talk to me too...this is quite sad...i actually admire SQ for the ability to love a person so deeply and when she knew the answer, she still can face the reality so well...Yesterday when she talk about the chat with him, she almost cried out...I knew that she was just trying to stay cheerful so as not to spoil everyone's mood...A brave gal...
A few more days and school will reopen...I'm still not sure whether i have choosen the right JC and whether i should take 4 subjects..we always need to make a choice in our life..it is just like the demand curve we learn in economics..when you choose the first choice, you will have to forgo your next best alternative...once you make the wrong choice, it will be very difficult to turn back...haix...

The beautiful of luv is that it will bring colours to your life...

posted by cutechicky @ 3/16/2004 0 Comments

Hmm.... today quite late then come online...haix...don't know why is it that although i'm having so many activities like BBQ, i'm still feeling down...I also not sure why I'm not happy...How i wish i know what my goal of life is so that i can pursue them. Even if it is impossible, i can still dream of it...I live everyday without knowing what i want in my life..I hope that my life can be filled with my colours as I really don't know what am I doing now and I'm not happy with my life...Lost!!! What should I do? School will be starting in a week time...I'm already in JC yet I still know nothing about my ambition.. I'm like studying for the sake of studying...I love maths but not to the extent that I really love it...Thinking back, I think that I love maths because i'm good at it and maths teachers are normally nice...the feeling of loneliness always come to me when i thought of this thing...how i wish i am i a world of nothing...

posted by cutechicky @ 3/14/2004 0 Comments

Today went out again...Shiqi andrea belinda and me went to the job briefing and the person was shocked when she saw oni 4 out of 10 ppl turn up...Haha...Luckily, we don't need to wear skirt and polo tee to work.Haha...Just now laugh alot because of the presence of Shiqi, the joker.Haha...She was eyeing guys from morning to evening...Sometimes her "handsome" is like s***...haha...but i think she still very "chi qing" and that is a very good side of her...Haha...

posted by cutechicky @ 3/13/2004 0 Comments

I went to sentosa today and we went sun tanning. I got darker and my nose is red. Haha. This few days quite busy. Need to go for job briefing tomorrow and Mon I have a BBQ.Yea~ I realised that I have been very slack recently. My maths tutorials are all blank. After 1st three months, I will definitely work hard to get good grades for my A'level. I will be an OGL soon. Haha. If my friends are under me, I will make them suffer. Haha. It is the end of school term today and one more week, Jc life will officially start. Time flies. It seems that I just took my O'level yesterday and now, I need to start school again. I'm quite tired recently and I think I will not be able to cope with my work when school starts. Haix...

posted by cutechicky @ 3/12/2004 0 Comments

Today was quite a boring day. Watch a stupid documentary movie during GP lesson and i almost fall asleep. Need to catch up alot on F.Maths because I very long never attend the lectures and tutorials. Tomorrow must choose subject combinations and i'm still not sure whether to take 4A or 3A. I'm afraid that i would make the wrong choice. I will be wasting one year if i never choose the correct subjects. Read my friend blogger today. Feel quite sad for her because she has love the guy for so long yet the guy did not give her an answer. I think the guy knew abt it. I think that it my friend knew the answer she would at least able to let go as she will know that she has tried her best. To my friend, i know you are ver sad about this matter but let time heal the wound. You will definitely find the person you love and he will love you as much as you do. Luvhurt but we still like the feeling of being in luv!!!

posted by cutechicky @ 3/09/2004 0 Comments

Harlow..I have been enjoying myself since i got my O'level results. I have done well with 5A1 1A2 and one C5. The C5 makes my certificate ugly and it is english. However, I'm still happy with my results. I have been going out very often recently with my friends. Three more weeks and I have to concentrate on my study. Therefore, I must enjoy now. To those who are taking o'level this year, work hard and you will definitely get good grades. You reap what you sow.

posted by cutechicky @ 3/07/2004 0 Comments

I'm new to this thing. My friend introduced me to this weby and now, I have created my blog. Anybody who visited my site, please leave a message behind so that I know someone have visited it. Thanks. I will try to make my site more interesting so that I will not bore you to death.Haha

posted by cutechicky @ 3/07/2004 0 Comments