When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

wao..so fast..tml sch reopens le...damn sianz lor..again rountine life...hate it..and tml we have pe!!!first day of sch...cant do sit up and running cos back gt prob n im on medication..so probably juz dun pe..haha..but nafa test cuming...scary sia..finally finish all my homework except that i found out theres tons of econs homework..so probably when scholl reopens i will die..haha..fri gt e fmaths test...goin to fail soon..i oni did 50 mks and 50 mks blank..dunno why issit that sum ppl noes how to do yet they still act lk he or she will fail...irritated by this kind of ppl..n also those that gt study n den tell his or her friends did not..this is definately veri selfish becos others will thought its ok to study at last min...hypocrite!!!juz nw i was studying phys dynamics den i found out that i veri blur wif tt topic
dunno when gt rebound or when e object move at e same direction...but manage to finish reading e notes n memorise sum parts and do 19 qns of mcq...haha..satisfied...ltr need to wrap tt stupid GP file..damn stupid..so i also act stupid..i go paste balloons...wahaha...creative rite?next wed gt phys test n next sat gt cmaths test..both prepare alittle bit liao..haha...hope that i can do well in tis two sub cos i tink no hope for my fmaths n ecos liao..i muz get an A for this two sub....ganbate...n to my friends out there, good luck to yourmid year examination and may all of you get triple A...work hard wor...hope to cya soon..

posted by cutechicky @ 6/27/2004 0 Comments

yea~..went running just now..tink ran about 1.5km..about 10minutes nonstop...den cannt tahan..walk home..haha..but beta than nothing..tink my stamina drop liao..cos 3 weeks never run le..but beta than last yr...cos i took e same route than that time haven even see my block stop running liao..now i gt c my block den walk home..haha..tink gona to exercise twice next week..yea~determined to do so...haha...dunno how to do my phys...HOW!!!sianz...wrote notes for e chpt..but gt so many thngs to write...so i came online..haha...discussing wat to buy for tjy...so ma fan...sianz..dey wana go town..but i lazy to go leh...how...wanted to buy OCEAN, polo tee(finally i saw a white polo tee and got my size and it is oni 19.90), tjy prez and shd be nth liao..haha...but goin to get tjy prez first...urgent!!yest my bro frien came to stay over at my hse...den dey ate e honey baked ham, and my chocolate milk(i oni drank one cup and e whole 1 litre of milk is gone) while watching soccer...enjoying their life while we have to squeeze together in e room..but quite fun..haha..

chicky gt such a cute feet, and eyes..those whu gt c me, muz cum n take a look...e pic is inside my hp...wahahha...very cute one lor...if u dun c, its your loss

posted by cutechicky @ 6/20/2004 0 Comments

Wao..slept at 10 yesterday and wake up at 10 today...so shuang...wahaha...went out with SQ yesterday and she was late becos she nds to go sch to ask for VP signature...everytime oso late...i tink go out ten times she 8 times late...everytime wake up late or wana pang sai..but luckily she nt very late lah..so still ok...haha...went to orchard..den i accidentally dialed deanna no..den tok on e phone wif her and she decided to join us...wahaha..den she saw her crush in blue tee..but me n SQ think that e one in white cuter..den she started to complain that she never wear contact lens den look so toot..haha...deanna, you wear or dun wear oso look toot...opps!!!haha...juz joking...den we were laughing lk mad ppl and walking to and fro..from taka to far east than to orchard station than to heeran than to pacific plaza than to station again..den we were saying that we had lost 200 calories after walking...deanna continue to say that orchard is e oni place ware fat ppl do exercise..she said if heeran and far east are near each other, than there will be more fat ppl..wahaha..so funny...den on our way to heeran, deanna bought an ice cream cone...she eat and eat..den we saw ting xian at swensen working...so she was lk peeping and searching for him while crossing the road wif that ice cream in her hand..den suddenly, i felt a drop of water on my leg..so i knew it was deanna ice cream dripping..den when i look on e floor, e whole scoop came off and was on e grd..e 3 of us were laughing lk no one's buisness adn when we walk back crossing e same road, e ice cream was gone..no mark no stain... wonder how it disappear.. haha...so funny.. how i wish deanna is oso inyjc..den we can laugh lk crazy..haha..den deanna told us story abt lesbian...still gt active and passive...so funny..wahhaha..den SQ was making alot of faces becos she cant accept les..haha..oh yah..n we went to popular to buy so many pens that i tink we can open stationary shop..abt 20 dollars on pens....haha...so fun yesterday...den when we were on e train, that jiayong called me and ask me buy mac to anderson pri sch for dem to eat..thought me their maid...everytime bully me..that chiun cher oso....G04 shd change to B04:bullier of 4...wahahha

Anyway, i left 1 qns n im done wif maths homework...actually is i dun wan to do e last 10 qns..tink mr see oso wun so fast finish goin thru lah..so dun care liao...den today n tis wkend i will do GP and do 15 qns of phys..den im done wif my homework...yea~~~happy...haha...today gt 4grace gathering but i never go...tink will be quite sianz cos go sentosa...so decided to stay at home to do homework..so guai rite..wahaha...having backache recently..cant so any exercise..den cant run..haix..tihnk nafa test gona fail liao..hehe...but nvm, tink wun fail lah...cos i nv fail b4...muz haf faith in myself..lala...cant wait for e bbq to cumm..i wan food!!!...hehe...

posted by cutechicky @ 6/18/2004 0 Comments

so so so much beta...juz realise that doing homework maths qns can help u release stress...becos u will be so concentrated that you will forget watever tha haf happen..haha...juz now do tons of differentiation qns..LUV DIFFERENTIATION...wahhaah...started to saw the light in maths again when it is growing dimmer...haha...yea~so happy...maths is still my favourite sub..left half a tutorial of maths qns to do n im done..yea~..n i haf highlighted e ans for eng compre...so satisfied wif myself...lalala...happy!!!goin to continue doin maths later on...muz finish until qn 25...wahaha..hope can..work hard work hard n work hard...found another bullier in my class..today in msn bully me...make fun of me...bleh!!!luckily nv gt tricked by him...haha..but i wun believe him either..lalal..haha...
CHICKY IS THE BEST!!!YEA~

posted by cutechicky @ 6/16/2004 0 Comments

Hot, hot, hot!!!
Bored, bored bored!!!
Tired, tired, tired!!!
Having mood swing now...
Dun wish to do anythn..
Hate life...
Hate school...
Hate everythn..
Having a headache now..
God plz help me...
To get out of this stupid life that I have..
Damn it!!!

Why cant we juz live in a world where there is no worry, sadness troubles, obstacles...a world that oni has peace, happiness and none other things!!!

posted by cutechicky @ 6/16/2004 0 Comments

This entry is specially for SQ after reading your blog...and plz go and add a tag board..

~~~SQ SQ dun be sad
What you had experienced is what i never haf
But what had happened has happened
So try to forget it and lead a happy life

Life is so unpredictable
People cum, people go
What we can do is to accept the fact
And be contented with what we had

Some people are juz foolish
To be knocked down by setbacks
Wanted to die becos of love
Not knowing that love is not eveythn in earth

Glad that you have understood
That love isnt everythn
Try to forget the person
For you will be more happy

Difficult to do so
But i know you can
For the SQ i noe
Will never say die~~~

Hope that you will be more cheerful after reading this entry..no matter how the world changes, there will always be this person who will lend her listening ear to you and e great great person is none others than me, gek eng..wahahah

posted by cutechicky @ 6/15/2004 0 Comments

wao...today went to gym with SQ...den e two of us were the youngest there..exercise for about 0.5 hr then we went off liao...den we walk from the yishun stadium to northpt..think about 200 calories gone..happy...hehe..sweat alot..hopefully can slim down by 0.5kg..especially at those flappy parts...haha...my side stomach gt prob...very painful..cannt do sit up...do 10 and it pain lk hell..so sad...never go running for a long time liao..afraid that i will lose my stamina and fail my NAFA test...but shd be wun...happy that i can stretch very well nowadays...can easily touch my feet..haha..once i went into e gym room, there is tis stupid smelly...luckily never puke...determine to do more exercise tis hols..haha..anw, SQ told me about this qing tian pi li the news..so shock about the thng she told me..cant believe that my friend change so much...haix...ppl change change and change...e older we grow, the more we realise that almost everyone in tis world is not as kind as he or she seems to be..no one is truthful in this world..sadded...even myself...got so many thngs haven done..homework..PW..project..n test to study...oh my gosh...so many thngs to do...n im oni left with less than two weeks...sum one out there plz help me do my work!!!

People cum and leave your life as you are growing up..we need to get use to it..sadded that this happen..but we can do nth...

posted by cutechicky @ 6/15/2004 0 Comments

wao...two weeks of hols had passed and i did nothing great except finishing one of my maths tutorial...kinda slack...haix...determined to finish all my homework by this weekend so that i will have time to study for my fmaths test next week..but, i doubt i could do it...my stupid cough havent recover..everynite will cough n cough..so end up if i slept for 10 hrs, i oni gt 8 hrs of sleep...damn stupid..dunno wat medicine e stupid doc gave me..see e doc for 3 times liao!!!idiotic....haix...recently, my friend was being hurt by e word LOVE again..not really sure abt e detail but noe that she is very sad and even cried..luv can really make a person go crazy and lost his or her mind...i oni realise now that why she choose to go to e most lousy poly in spore...indeed people around me change alot of sec 4 graduation...SQ admit she changed and i admit i changed too...and through our observant, our friends ard us have also change alot..haix...gals r more crazy about guys now and we are starting to have different views about our friends as we are starting to mature in our thoughts...old friends leave and new friends cum..except a few good good friends are still together...haix...i hate changes!!!deanna SQ andrea n me...e big big gang left oni 4 ppl now..sad.sad...haix...start to noe them more especially SQ...thought that SQ is very cheerful gal but after getting to noe her more, found out that she is very emotional..haha...deanna...more lady like now, which is a good thng..andrea, still nt very interested in guys but change her way of dressing liao..no longer e OP ger..haha..sumtimes wonder how people can be best friends from a very young age to old...i wish i will haf one soon...tired of life...hate my life...everythn is about academic, academic and more academic...hate it!!!used to like maths alot...but now, once i see maths, im tired...maths tutorial maths tutorial and maths tutorial....dunno how to do my phys tutorial...but still hanging there...totally lost in econs...think probably would drop..haix...very sad that i found out that im wearing a mask facing people now...im no longer the pure gekeng that you all noe...dun like e person, yet i pretend that i dun dislike her...haix...cant stand sum of my friends behaviour but juz get used to it...noe more about life, friends and things happening around me...sad to see people leave in my life...friends juz leave n leave...loss contact with most 4 gracians...and frm my first 3 mths classmates...sad sad and more sad...now, i oni like to laze around my house and hang around with my family especially chicky...chicky is the more pure and innocent gal on earth..haha...loss in touch with GOD...seldom pray now...man are selfish..oni when they truly need GOD help then they will sincerely pray to GOD..haixx...dunno how i am goin to survive this ywo years of jc life...on e brim of dying but still hanging on...dun wish to think about it but still need to..how contradicting...haix...but dun worry...i will survive...i wan to be top of the world!!!yea~~~

Perseverance is all we need!!!

posted by cutechicky @ 6/14/2004 0 Comments

Wao...long time never blog again...haha..this june holiday is one of the most stupid hols i got...we had to go school for 2 weeks...than 4th week i got one fmaths test and need to go econs extra lessons...:( never go town for quite a long time liao...i wan to buy so many things yet no time no money and no one to accompany me go town...i wan to buy one bag, halter top, t-shirt, andrea prez jiayong prez...wao...it will cost me a bomb manz...yesterday went for a hair cut and do treatment as well...think it is oxygen treatment becos gt air cum out from my head...e treatment is good..my hair turn smooth...but it is still curly...e hair dresser told me that e only way is to rebond my hair...guess will be doing it this dec hols...asked the person to cut 3 inches and end up he cut so much...den now i tie my hair, e hair is so airy cos he layer it...so ugly...should haf ask him trim instead...haix...but my head feel so much lighter.. later at 2 still muz go back school to do one dunno wat test to see ur character and personality then they will analyse and tell you wich job u r suitable for...quite lame but keen to noe e results...haha...i wan to watch harry potter too...most of us will be very busy next week so i tink we need to wait for one more week to watch liao...sad...so sianz...i wna to go shopping...heard that there is alot of cheap stuff in town because now is e GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!! haix...and tell you all one thing..im sick...i got a bad cough and i cough non stop...cough until my stomach is so painful now...i tink if i continue to cough, i dun nd to do sit up oso gt muscle in my stomach le..haha... got back my result slip le...got A for cmaths B for fmaths and B for phy...nt very happy with e results...think im capable of getting 3 A's but i did not...haix...gt back my eng sat test too...im e highest im my class..applause!!!! but i still fail...wahaha...have tons of homework this hols...need to do GP essay and compre..chi project.. maths tutorial 11.4, 12. phy force tutorial. econs essay...and need to study for saturday test...july and august are full of sat test...think goin to die liao...glad that SQ nt goin to poly liao...haha...hope that she can do well in her promo..GANBATE!!haha...and to xueyi, tain xia de fu mu dou shi yi yang de...they do care for you..it is juz that they dunno how to express their love... think of all e things that they have done for you and you will feel muc much more beta...hope that GOD can enlighten you and if you think that seeking GOD could help you feel much more beta, than believe in GOD...go for church service and cell group to noe more abt jesus...kk...dun get too sad...deanna if u cum back le muz msg me k...thats all..bb

posted by cutechicky @ 6/05/2004 0 Comments