When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

oh shit..i have sum sort of decided to drop econs...part of me wana drop but part of me is still asking me to hang on...the reason i wan to drop is because i have no time to handle 4 A'lvl subject workload and i do not noe how to apply the concept..it is oso due to peer influence that i wana drop...i do not want to drop because i think i can do it because it sum sort of interest me.. what should i do..hang on or drop??? if i hang on, i will have to spend more time on econs n finish all my essay(5)..i need to revise all the chapters becos next saturday is the test..if i drop, i can use the free time to do my homework in sch and revise when i reached home..so which should i choose...hope that lord would enlighten me and help me choose the correct path...may god be the glory..Amen

posted by cutechicky @ 7/31/2004 0 Comments

damn angry...damn angry...stupid school..idiot school...ware can lk tt one...this stupid teacher call mr leong call n tell me that i muz go tend e library counter from 7pm-9pm once per week..den i told him that i dun study in school..he reply that there will be teachers there and u can used this "opportunity" to clarify you doubts..den when i sae i will oni be releases at 5, he sae that it is not a problem because i can still go n haf my dinner den go back to the library...when he ask if can make it, i sae shd be..he replied that muz sae yes or no...if i sae no, it will oso be yes...so wats the point of asking me..might as well juz say you NEED to do it...wat the hell...ass thng...ms ang sae mabe becos of e financial help den nd to do tis...wat the fuck... how can lk tt...i dun that stupid sum of money....500 bucks per year or at most 0.5 a year n i muz help them to do...ask dem go eat shit lah...n e money isnt from them...is from MOE...think money can buy n do anythn...i dun give a damn...dun make me hate tis school...everytime force people...dun wan to join choir oso cannt..force me to join...wanted to quit oso cannot...den might as well sae those in choir dun nd to choose cca cos u will be in it...so unfair...wat the hell...im damn angry wif tis ass school..DUN PROVOKE ME ANYMORE!!!

posted by cutechicky @ 7/28/2004 0 Comments

jing tian de tong ku, shi wei lai de xing fu
jing tian de ren nai, shi an ning de ming tian
jing tian de shi bai, shi yi hou de jiao xun
jing tian de ni he wo, shi yong jiu bu bian

wo men dou bu zhi dao you mei you ming tian
suo yi qian wang bu yao cuo guo jing tian
bi qi sheng bing de hai zi
wo men shi duo me de xing fu
suo yi bu yao wei le yi dian xiao shi jiu shuo yao fang qi
fang qi shi duo me de yu chun

ming tian shi jing tian de xi wang
cong qian shi xian zai de gu shi
huo zai zhe mei li de shi jie
jiu ying kai yong wang zhi jian

posted by cutechicky @ 7/24/2004 0 Comments

hmm...let me start from friday..after CL common, my whole class pon pe and went off together..preparing to get a scolding on mon...haha...anw, sum went home and sum went to eat pizzahut..n im of them to go eat..haha..nw eating is my favourtie cos in a hectic life, eating is oni e enjoynment u can get..haha..haf a wonderful time eating den mingli andrea and me went to buy julian prez..choose a billabong tee for him..hope he like it..as e prez he bought for me is veri ex, so i bought another bottle and put cranes inside...haha..but gt one secret behind those cranes.hehe
saturday: have chinese saturday test in e morning dena ft tt went to ps with SQ mingli andrea n DEANNA...hahabut e deanna went off at 4...wat the..we met for 2 hrs oni lor...but enjoyed the performance there..haha..saw alot of familiar faces...den went shopping at ps but bought nothing...and oh ya..daniel buisness isnt tt good..hope that he can earn more today..
now i dun lk sum one in my class more and more..always act veri playful but actually is a study freak...say never study but do so many qns in e ten year series..juz like sumone in my sec 4 class..tink most of u noe whu she is...haha..and now, my class haf a mirror image of her..she oso lk to "ruled" around..all wanted to go out on fri but she insisted on sun...becos of her, all muz change schedule...and out of 24 hrs, she choose 4pm..wat can u do frm 4pm to dinner time..no brain...n she sae watch movie eat den go home...might as well on school day go...still dunno whether im going anot..but e bdae guy veri sad when i sae im nt goin..haix...if i realli nv go, im sorry... got lotsa of homework to do..pw ohys maths n econs..n sorry mr leong..ur essay i haven finish n its due long long ago..haha...goin off liao..muz go type minutes of meeting..sianz...

posted by cutechicky @ 7/18/2004 0 Comments

know what..tml i will be releases at 1.30..damn happy...charles goh went to reservist so my class decided to skip pe and go out...wahahah...need to buy julian prez tml...pocket goin to haf a big hole soon...got lotsa homework piling up...rolling like a snow ball now...going to burst liao...sianz sianz sianz....feel lk sleeping liao...just now gt xtra lesson for econs...den it was lk 630 liao and we still oni at short run...so e gers decided to call a stop to e lesson cos we were tired and hungry...but theres this kind there complaining that he wana continue e lesson and argued wif us and he sound so agitated...den he say that he has passion for econs liao...wat the freak...when were he once so serious...oni noe how to tok big...damn guy...got food den he cum near you..if no, he wun tok to u...what the freaking hell..thought he wat...president child arh...anyway, feel so sad nowaday...feel that yjc isnt as warm as i thought initially...starting to wonder if i have gone to e right jc...

posted by cutechicky @ 7/15/2004 0 Comments

quite a long time never come and blog liao...today during chinese a wave of sadness just suddenly filled my heart...i also dunno the reason but just feel so extrememly sad..i have not done well in my Saturday test and im nt satisfied with all my results especially my maths...failed my fmaths and did not do well in my cmaths..got a C...wat the hell...den my phys i didnt get an A..idiotic...flunked my GP and i could pass if i memorise the notes my teacher gave...damn it...and im still pondering whether to drop econs ant...head is goin to burst at any min...nt interested in anything liao...phys and maths were once my favourtite subjects and i dun even mind to do homework on this two sub...but now, i hate the thought of doing homework and if i could, i would just skip school all day....sianz sianz sianz...why issit that my result drop so much...i never ever thought of failing my maths and getting this kind of freaking results for my maths...damn sad...and as day passed, i found out that i hate school...dont even know if i have made the right choice cuming into JC and YJC...will it be different if i enter poly or other jc? i dunno..no i tink nobody would noe the ans..if not for the cert, i would definitely enter poly...im nt the type who can study and study...
my mind is in a state of confusion i hate this kind of feeling...HOMEWORK HOMEWORK AND MORE HOMEWORK....can i just dont do everything...NO!!becos in yjc, daily work is counted in promo exam...now i can oni wish that ppl can make my life more merrier...

posted by cutechicky @ 7/13/2004 0 Comments

haix...damn sianz...dun feel like doin homework..dun feel like studying my maths test...sick of it..tired of it...juz when poly have started school, we are having tons of exams homework and projects...wat the hell...why cant the teachers juz gave us some time to play..youth day...wat a day..with so much homework how can we enjoy the day...might as well say homework day...damn it...ppl have finished their exam and we need to wait until september then finish..took away our hols and make us suffer when we return...its them who wants all the jc1 to go OBS and yet they wana have make up lessons for 2 weeks...other schools dun nd why we need...so damn unfair...sianz sianz sianz...hope that jc life can end soon...

posted by cutechicky @ 7/04/2004 0 Comments

juz reached home...finally syf marching is over...today is the opening ceremony and im involved in it..quite happy and proud to be in the team...oso cant believe that i would take part in tis kinda of thing...quite inactive in sec sch but more and more active in jc..haha..shd be gd lah...when you are in the field and e audience applause the feeling is so good..at least what you have practice have not gone to waste...hahaha...but this weekend gt tons of homework to do and i haven done any...still gt maths test next wed wich they say it was very difficult...hope i can get an A cos it is cmaths after all...flying off now....

posted by cutechicky @ 7/03/2004 0 Comments