When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

nth much happen tis wk. every wkday i went hm st aft work. dun feel lk goin out. im sick la. first gt sore throat. nt realli a sore throat. haha. juz tat my throat is veri dry n gt phelgm. yap. n did i mention b4? i dunno hw to spit out phelgm. wahaha. i tink e whole world im e oni one facing tis prob baz. hehe..then i gt flu then cough n abit of fever. nw fever gone le..heng...

went to cut my hair. too thick liao. so go n thin it. went to a salon near my hse. nt bad i shd sae. cut my fringe short oso. cant get used to seeing myself wif short fringe. tink im nt veri suitable wif tat oso. but fun lah..haha..changes.hehe

wet malaysia on sat aft work. came home on sun morning. shall elaborate on tat.cos its private n confidential..wahhaa..but had a gd time wif him lah..

cant wait for nxt week to cum.cos it will b a fun wk..:)

mon:i will b goin out aft work to watch da vinci code wif my colleagues. heard tat its nt veri nice. i nv read e story bk.wonder whether i will understand wat e show is showing ant. haha..

tues: a day off. cos its my bdae..yea..tat will b a day spend wif him..hehe..i already noe wat he goin to gif me le..no surprise liao..bt nvm..its e thots tat count..blehh..

sat-sun: chalet at sentosa shangri la.woohoo..first time i goin to a chalet held at sentosa. hope it will be fun.goin there wif my colleagues..haha.

sun nite: trish bdae party at her anut place. dunno wat to get for her. will go shop for sth nice for her..yaya..

i will be anticipating for next wk to arrive. hope for nxt wk, time will pass slowly so tat i can enjoy all e fun n laughter to my fullest. hehe..

ive decided to work until end of june anyway. i dread goin to work. i dun lk working. dunno whether issit me or tis job. my colleagues all dun realli lk working there..one new buddy goin ot quit on 9th june. i will b so lonely. haix.i will juz ren baz. testing my tolerance level. haha. i tink i gt a high tolerance level.blehh

i wana b a happy little ger.

sum random thots:
i wana b a kite wich flies freely in e clear blue sky.
i wana see e fluffy clouds and say hi to those small creatures flying beside me.
i wan to fly high to see the scenary of e beautiful world.

i wana be a kite tat brings kite flyers joy n happiness.
i wana see the smile on their faces when they see me flying high up above e sky.
i wana see small kids clapping their little hands when they see my colourful body.

i wana be..
im trying to be..
i wish i will always be...

a kite. however, a kite is oso a veri fragile thng. when e string is cut off, it will feel e pain n "die" off. it will fly to a no man land. a lonely place.

conclusion:
everybody wana b a happy person. lk me, i always wana b a happy little ger. im cheerful at times but abit of thngs will cause me to be sad n unhappy or even cry. im juz lk e kite. easily injured. however, i always pick up myself fast becos i wana b a happy little ger. i wana brg joy n happiness to my family, my juju, my friens n even strangers ard me. :P

posted by cutechicky @ 5/21/2006