When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

Recieved my this term test result slip..super dissappointed.. fmaths is my worse sub.. fail fail n more fail...die... more buck up liao.. phy is picking up..hope i can continue to maintain this kind of results or even beta...maths c block test grade was a real dissappointment..whole class didnt do well..none get A n oni one get B...i gt an C...wat the!!! oni gt 32/50... no excuse or no reason why i did so badly..becos maths c students can do as well or even beta than me.. so i shd realli reflect myself.. haix... it is time to work hard le.. dun wan to get this kind of lousy grades.. booo....dunno y...i can oni concentrate a most 2 sub..it is either i concentrate on maths c n get over 75 marks n forgo my fmaths totally n get an F or or spend equal amt of time on each sub n get nt-so-good grades for all..haix...tink i shd chose neither of them n work veri hard to score well for all.. the block test when schol immediately reopens realli help us revise alot..it is either we study seriously now n noe our weakness or we suffer after prelim wich will b too late..so i rather endure for 5-6 more months n get realli good results la...to my pals out there, i hope that u all realli will work hard too...life is not about studying.. but it is important to get tat piece of paper..so lets work hard together n enjoy when everythn is over...

i tink my engine is goin to exhaust soon..using to much energy recently..finish alot of tutorial within this two weeks wich is good but tink by end of next week, i will haf to rest n refill my fuel...everytime when my fuel is using up, i will start to tink abt my life n sudd a gush of saddness will fill my mind n heart...i will start to tink of all sorts of thing especially sad one lah...haha..wierd la...

life is strange..realli strange...sometimes juz dun feel lk doin anythn cos u find doin all these are meaningless..when this happen, u will noe it is time to take a rest...to reflect ur recent life n all e things that u had or have not done..ooni then will u noe whether u r at the right track anot..haha...

went to Singapore Short Movie film at Singapore historical Museum yesterday..e 4 short films that i watched is stupid but meaningful..the first is saying abt men under control of women..e whole film end sweetly wif e men sacrificing his pride n act as his wife to take part of a competition that was meant for women oni becos his wife realli yearn to go fo this competition but was unable to do so due to an unexpected accident that took place...e next is about uni grads unable to find a job in singapore n are willing to work at low wages rate... after that it is a film abt living a life without fearing of death will make u happier becos in this way, u will be less restricted, not afraiding to try out all sorts of things n enjoy life to the fullest...last but not least, it is about media influences n media manipulatin young children's innocent mindset...tink it is after all a worthwhile trip la....realli reflect the society alot..

posted by cutechicky @ 5/27/2005