When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

Today will be the last day of 2006. Since I will not be online tonight, Im going to pen down my thots and feelings for this entire year now followed but some new year resolutions.

Frankly speaking, 2006 has not really been a good year to me since the first day of the year. I still remembered the tears I shed on the first day of 2006. Perhaps, that was the bad omen for the year. Many unhappy events happened following that. However, there were happy moments as well.

So I joined the working force on 3rd jan 2006. IRAS property tax clerical officer was my first proper position. Previously, I only worked for roadshows and all that. Get to know some good friends over there. From that job, I get to know what working life is really all about. Have to bear with some demanding callers and when reprimanded by ur superior or the callers, I can only bear with it. Wanted to leave that job after a month or two, but because of the friends down there, I worked till June. A great sense of acheivement as it means that Ive got high tolerance level.

I still remembered the day when Ju told me his going army. I were idling at my work desk when I received his sms, telling me that he will be going to army soon. At that moment, tears just simply rolled down my cheeks. Was shocked and sad because I thought I need not face such situation at all. I still remembered the last time we met before he was kidnapped into the jail(Jail becos he cant even leave the place on weekends). I cried and cried although I promise him I wun cry. Super crybaby. During the period when he is in there, I felt so lonely. Hp was not allowed in the camp so he can only sneakily sms me. I waited day and night for his sms. Whenever I recieved his sms, I will be so happy. Finally, the awful period was over and we can meet again.

After that, I think we really spend quite alot of time together. We even worked together with my gege and his frien together for two days. Haha.

Finally, the hols life was over. School starting soon. I decided to register for the FOC camp without realising that it falls on his bdae. I was choosen for the camp. At that time, I was stucked in a dilemma, not sure whether to go to the camp or stayed to accompany him. Finally, I made the decision to attend the camp. That was one of the biggest mistake I had made this year. Haix..

Uni life was quite slack at first. Like most people said, biz was a slack course. Thats what I think also until all the graded projects came one by one. Every week I have to stay back to do projects and every week, Ive got presentations. Thats when I neglected every other things in my life. Weekdays n most of the saturdays were booked for projects. Sun became my only rest day. I kept myself at home most of the sun, slacking, sleeping, watching tv. I didnt go out with him or even my friends.

Time pass very quickly during that busy period. When all the projects were finally over, examinations were near the corner. Left with only a week to prepare for my exam, I spend every single day with wenya at wdls lib. We studied until late night even on sun. Cant blame anyone for that hard period of time as it was my fault for not touching my textbooks and even e notes at all for that half sem. I was surprised I managed to survive because never in my life, I need to chiong so hard for my exam. During the exam period, some other sad things happened as well. However, I decided to put all other worries aside because I wanted to concentrate on studying. Now, I realised that I shouldnt have done tat.

Finally exam was over. Holidays began. This hols was abit different from the hols I had previously. And now, its e end of 2006!!

I wana thx alot of people. First, my sec sch gang. ShiQi, e ger who always wana sell her butt off, for always listening to my problems. Andrea, always there for me when I needed her. We have becum so close that I enjoy the silence between us when we are not talking. Deanna, the biz women, who always lighten my days up by telling us lame jokes. Stephy, a good shopping mate. Next, my jc friends. Although we are no longer as close as last time, I know that they will be there for me when I need them. Uni friens, wenya,lijuan,jing yuan. Next, my family members for tolerating my nonsence and becuming a soft toy freak like me. hehe. Last but not least, e person who has brought joy and laughter to my life, tolerating my stuborness, my weaknessess and everythn bad abt me. I seldom mention him in my blog. Now, I wana sae it out. Big thanks to Juju...

End now...going out soon...

posted by cutechicky @ 12/31/2006 0 Comments

Treasure every min n second u haf becos you will never know when is e last day tat everythn will end.

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!

Forgive n forget. Isit that easy?

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one
you like will leave you for the one they love.

posted by cutechicky @ 12/30/2006 0 Comments

Yesterday went kboxing with pretty babes again. Finally i got to taste wats kbox dinner is all about. E food was good when one is hungry but if you are picky, please dun go there. Didnt sing alot yesterday. Wasnt in the right mood to sing. Instead, I did some pretty stupid stunts there and moley was trying to do that constantly after that. Haha. Moley drove us to bishan mrt yesterday! It was the first time being her passenger, first time seeing her drive. Nice experience...



Took the pics without them knowing..hehe


Waiting days and nights...

posted by cutechicky @ 12/28/2006 0 Comments

went out today wif my uni friens. it was supposed to be a class outing but only 5 people turned up. they are wenya,lijuan,sook yee, cewei(e oni guy) and myself. wenya,juan n me met first to walk around at bugis but didnt manage to buy anything cos we are not really in the mood of shopping. after walking aimlessly for 2 hours, we head off to clark quay to meet the other two ppl.

we walked ard e mrt station, not knowing where e exit is. Finally, we found the exit but it was raining heavily and we gt one small umbrella. soooo, we were trying to squeeze under tat small umbrella. e funny thing happen. sumone stepped onto juan slippers n her poor slippers was left behind n she had to walk bk to get it. aft tat, we ran across the road. not long aft tat, it was my turn. nobody step on my slippers but i juz slip off. a super funny scene.

finally, we arrived at the settlers cafe. who noes, e seats were all fully reserved. so, we called minds cafe n they said they gt seats!! we wanted to take a cab there but we gt 5 ppl. e cab uncle wanted to charge us another 3 bucks in addition to the surcharge if we wana take his cab n he claimed that this extra 3 dollars is for the risk he will be facing if he drove us there wich is oni like a 5-10 min drive. finding it ridiculous, we decided to walk under e rain again.

we walk from clark quay to boat quay. on the way, my naughty little slippers came off again. it was damn paiseh but luckily, oni e 5 of us were there. haha. so we played alot of games there. although there were only e 5 of us there, it was still fun. =)

we took the route to raffles place mrt station on our way bk. while walking, i saw the bridges infront of fullerton hotel.. happy memories just appeared in my mind.. sweet memories. :)

posted by cutechicky @ 12/27/2006 0 Comments

Merry Christmas to all people out there!!!

So fast, its christmas now n a few days later, 2007 will begin. Almost a year since i left yjc. Last year christmas, we went out as a class to tricia's church n after that, we went town for e countdown. That was last year. Memories..

Was talking to a friend of mine just nw. We were saying tat hw time flies. It has been a year since I know her. This year was indeed a very interesting year for me and I think for those who just entered uni. First of all, we had those job hunting time whereby we had to flip the newspaper n went down to those recruit agency. Entered the workplace n make lotsa of friens, IRAS gers. There was fun, laughter, joy, complaining abt work and people and many more. Then results were released. I can still remember that I wasnt veri happy nor sad abt my results. Haha. Wanted to get into accountancy but end up in Business which I wasnt very happy about at first. Now, im satisfied in my course. =) Entered uni and get to know more friends. Experienced a totally different school life. Projects, presentation, tutorials, lectures, examinations. And now, its waiting for the release of results time again. Haha. Different experiences...

Ending e entry now. gg to watch my tv..hehe

posted by cutechicky @ 12/25/2006 0 Comments

so long didnt blog le. no longer addicted to the comp but e TV n my bed nw. haha.

hols gg to end soon in two weeks time. so fast!! omg. i dun wana sch to start. last time, i dun mind gg to sch cos can see my dearest friends again. haha. nw, juz dun feel lk gg to sch. haix

this hols didnt do much thns. worked for two days, eat, slp alot, watch tv(full hse!!! bought e vcd. i tink alot of ppl fin watching tat already. ok..im slow..haha), shop ard. tats all. nth interesting happen. wana go sentosa, go kboxing(nxt wed gg wif e babes), cycling, shopping at msia. so many thns wana do bt dunno will get e chance to do all tat mah. oh yah. i miss BBQ! food.. no one org. boo

christmas is juz a day away. woohoo.. last year christmas i went countdown wif my classmates n i kana spray by e blangah.haha. tis yr nt gg town liao. clever me. hehe. act go town oso nv reali countdown. we didnt count frm 10 to 1 for christmas to arrive. haha.

this year christmas will b a special one for me. hehe. secretive. blehh.

e story is cuming to an ending. will it be a happy ending?

posted by cutechicky @ 12/23/2006 0 Comments

so wat haf i been doin this week?haha..basically slacking. sleeping n watching tv is now my occupation..whu wana hire me..haha..watched robin-hood...e super cute baby n jacky chan show...e baby is super duber cute n adorable tat my mama watched e show 3 times.. lll

guess everythn is beta nw...hope thns will get even beta in e future...

nxt wk will be quite a busy wk for me. will be out frm mon-thurs..OMG.. will be gg out to find a job on mon.. juz to see whether theres luck coz quite boring at hm liao.hehe...if nt, i can juz go bk to my "sleeping n watching tv" job...

posted by cutechicky @ 12/10/2006 0 Comments

so wat haf i been doin this week?haha..basically slacking. sleeping n watching tv is now my occupation..whu wana hire me..haha..watched robin-hood...e super cute baby n jacky chan show...e baby is super duber cute n adorable tat my mama watched e show 3 times.. lll

guess everythn is beta nw...hope thns will get even beta in e future...

nxt wk will be quite a busy wk for me. will be out frm mon-thurs..OMG.. will be gg out to find a job on mon.. juz to see whether theres luck coz quite boring at hm liao.hehe...if nt, i can juz go bk to my "sleeping n watching tv" job...

posted by cutechicky @ 12/10/2006 0 Comments

this two days went out wif my family. went sembawang shoppin centre thai restaurant to eat on sun nite. nice food. bt waited veri long. e queue was super duber long!! today, went tpy yun chai restaurant. ate dim sum!!yummy..been quite long since i ate tat. bt i ate sth tts nt suppose to be inside e dimsum. yucks.. told e person-in-charge n they changed one plate for us. shall nt elaborate. lets it's good name continue to be good..haha... tts my ah ma..so cute..hehe






















this two days went out wif my family. went sembawang shoppin centre thai restaurant to eat on sun nite. nice food. bt waited veri long. e queue was super duber long!! today, went tpy yun chai restaurant. ate dim sum!!yummy..been quite long since i ate tat. bt i ate sth tts nt suppose to be inside e dimsum. yucks.. told e person-in-charge n they changed one plate for us. shall nt elaborate. haha... tts my ah ma..so cute..hehe

posted by cutechicky @ 12/04/2006 0 Comments

To my bestie(moley),

HAPPY BDAE DEANNA TAN!!!

Hope you will be happy in watever u do n muz enjoy tis last year before turning 20!!!

posted by cutechicky @ 12/03/2006 0 Comments