When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

Took my physics test today. tink it is an ok-ok test. hope i can get 60% n above... my phy grades haf been deproving since the start of this year... terrible!!!i really study this time round..at least study more...

now, homework is piling up again. lotsa lotsa homework...4 maths tutorial, wich adds up to around 120 questions...3 on mechanics and 1 on statistic.. fainting.. one phy tut., S paper that is due on this thurs..still got 3.5more questions to go..hope can finish...

one thing to look forward to is this coming weekend will be a long one cos sunday is labour day...this means that i need not atten school on mon...yipeee...tink will be goin out..wana buy my gege bdae prez oso...dunno wat to buy..but tink will buy fila polo tee or other polo tee lah.cos he sudd likes to wear...wierd!!

veri long nv go shopping oso...dun realli mind...but need to save money...cos may n june alot of people bdae...pocket will haf hole soon..haha...but nvm lah... as long as they are happy can liao... :)

posted by cutechicky @ 4/25/2005 0 Comments

Guess it is time for me to buck up...

Ms Ang gave out the result slip for the block test today and i was kinda disappointed to see all those lousy marks printed on e result slip. This is the worse result I get in my entire life baz. Getting an F...didnt even get that before,except for those mini test or class test.. but normally for major test, even if i fail, i nv once fail so badly before. i can blame no one cos im realli too slack le. This time round, for the mon test, im goin to try my best to study hard or i should sae hardest so that i can do much beta. Realli dun wan to do badly again le.. around 140 days to prelim yet i didnt revise at all. can u imagine..haix. realli need to be more hardworking. no more sleeping e whole day for sat n sun. if i cont. to sleep, i tink there wun be even sufficent time for me to finish my homework.yap. determined to work hard now..hehe

On the other hand, although im goin to put my time n effort in my studies, i wun neglect play too. haha.. studying everyday,every hour will oni make u drain up when exam cums. so ive already decided to go out and play for one whole day once a month.. this will make me look forward to e end of a month and will thus be an incentive or reward to me. haha.. thats the way im goin to live for the next four months.. after that will be real mugging for three months and den it will be fun!!!!wahhaha..cool...

i will not be lazy anymore. I will work extremely hard especially when there are tests or exams so that i wun be disappointed again.. friens out there, ganbate!!!! lets work hard together.. 7 more months n we will be free....PERSEVERE

posted by cutechicky @ 4/22/2005 0 Comments

Pw result was released yest..yjc did well but obtaining 85% A while national avg. was oni 70+%..but e sad thing is, i oni got 2. although initially i tink 2 was a good grade, most people in my class got 2, even those whu didnt do much or contribute much to e proj.. but quite happy that my class did quite well lah..one got band 1 n two got band 3..e rest all get band 2...clap clap..hehe

yest went to catch a movie after we got our pw result...went cwp to watch samara.. nice show. scary too. but e stupid thing is there is this group of sec sch student behind us...n the gers were shouting pratically at everythng...den there was thi guy whu was so scared that he keep seeking comfort from his friends..worse than a ger...if he is so so so so so afraid, den he shd nt watch ghost show mah...haixxx

question for pondering:
is it that a person muz choose between relationship and friendship? why is it that one muz choose between this two??cant a person haf both at the same time?why muz friends avoid e person??? e world is so confusing...haix

posted by cutechicky @ 4/16/2005 0 Comments

Im so proud of myself...i finished 1.5 tutorial in 3 days...im determined to finish e other 0.5 by fri...now, doing mechanics on kinematics...not realli ver tough but we got 30 tys qns to do...booo..now at qn 14...16 more qns n i can complete it...did 9 qns in sch today...so proud...tink becos i wana forget everyting, so i was rushing to finish my work baz...keeping oneself busy really makes u forget ur saddness...

Haix...

Ive realised that it is very difficult to get over your saddness although you haf tried hard to forget about it...once u tink of e incident again, it will remind u of ur saddness...i did not delibrately go n tink abt it...but even when im doin my homework, sumtimes e sad memory will juz flash in my mind...e feeling is so sickening...

i seldom get sad cos i dun get sad easily baz...everyday oso quite happy,joke around disturb others...even when im sad, after a few hours, i will get over it..but a day had passed and im still in this mood... dn really noe wat to do. juz hope that God will take away all my sad memory and let me be e happy chicky again.. i wan to be happy..to be a happy little chick... to bring happiness to people around me...

hope that ming tian hui gen hao

posted by cutechicky @ 4/13/2005 0 Comments

Yesterday i went out for one whole day... went out at 1.30pm and i oni reach home at 11.30pm..so u shd haf guessed that i didnt touch any homework right...

haha..had fun yesterday...enjoyed it..it has been a long time since im so happy and really enjoyed myself...hehe

went to suntec..caught a movie, e pacifier..was a really funny show..e baby is so cute...tink as long as a show got cute baby i will like lah..hehe..it was better than a series of unfortunate event cos this show got a storyline...real funny oso...went to play arcade..hha...awhile oni lah..juz to kill time b4 e show start..

by then it was already 7+...went to eat pizza hut..was quite full so didnt order much..but i drank pepsi until i almost puked...first time i drank so much pepsi...burp...haha

after that, went to esplanade!!!!envious..haha...e nite scenery there was fantastic...wohoooo....so beautiful..so pretty..my mind was so peaceful there...i was thinking of nothing..just watching e sea, e building, people walking by, e sky...nothing..really nothing in my mind...it is a good place to go if u r troubled by lotsa thngs...sat there until 10.45 and finally go off...dun really wan to but it was quite late...hope to be able to go there again...

posted by cutechicky @ 4/10/2005 0 Comments

There is so much work this week that I cant breathe.. After missing school for almost one week, I have oso many homework that ive to stayed up late to do them until midnight. Thats only homework. Ive still alot of notes to copy...Lecture notes all blank.. super duber tired...sleep so little..sianz...

Now still pondering whether I should take Spaper anot...
1) Special paper..if u take, u r quite special
2) special opportunity...nt all ppl can take
3) need alot of time
4) got homework
5) muz pay for e paper
6) muz get triple A wif S paper to get scholarship..if nt, S paper is a waste paper...
7) no time to do the tutorial properly
8) i will nt get triple A
9) i will at most get merit for e paper

so, should i take...haix...

now i owe so many tutorial and my grades for block tests are so disappointing..partly becos i didnt study much..was playing the whole hols..history not goin to repeat for e next term test...booo....

things to do:
1) 2 Gp essay outline
2) AQ analysis
3) phy b-field tys qns
4)vector space
5)statistic
6)one or two qns left uundone for sum maths tutorial
7) study fmaths vectors!!!(since last year until nw, i didnt do e tutorial :p)

posted by cutechicky @ 4/06/2005 0 Comments

SUPER TIRED!!!

Im sick..down with a flu n cough...worse thing is, i shi sheng le.. haha. nw abit no voice...throat super itchy now...haiz..but finally, everything is over!!!

got back my block test result...quite dissappointed.. GP got 51...not good...aim is to get c5.. den phy i oni got 58!!!although i pass, it is still dissappointing..ive never get 50+ marks b4...sad..fmaths is e worse...i oni got back half of the paper..n i tink i will either get an F or AO..most prob F...wat the!!!ive never ever get this kind of grade b4...cmaths was a console though...got 86!!!!applause for myself..haha...goin to work hard for the rest of the tests and exams..boooo

miss school for 3 days...dunno what is goin on in school..blur blur one..luckily got piggy-cat...can ask abt sch stuffs. tink i will fall sick by nxt week...gonna miss sch again..i also haf tons of hmwk to do, esp GP...die!!!tink it will take me million of years to catch up..haixxxx...

posted by cutechicky @ 4/01/2005 0 Comments