When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

It feels nice to be able to talk crap and more crap with friends whom you hardly see each other and yet know that they exist and are always there for you. Met gracians yesterday to celebrate SQ bdae. Although all of us are busy with our own life, in different courses and even school, have different committments and etc, we still make it a point to meet up whenever we are free. Though we dont meet up often, dont call n chat with each other, we are still able to talk about everything under e sun when we meet up. One doesnt need a wide circle of friends. A few good ones can already make your life filled with happiness and laughter. =)

posted by cutechicky @ 9/30/2007 0 Comments

I realise something simple can make me smile and laugh like mad. Something simple can bring me happiness. Just like sitting in the playground eating an ice cream can brighten my day up.

However, I can get sad at little things as well. Its all because little unhappiness that happens in my life will trigger me to think of everything in my life. I will start to think of this and that. I will start to ponder, start to wonder the decisions i made, the things ive done, the things im going to do is right or wrong.

Happiness can be as simple as ABC and yet as difficult as 123. Theres no definition to happiness. Its just a feeling that cant be described.

posted by cutechicky @ 9/27/2007 0 Comments

posted by cutechicky @ 9/25/2007 0 Comments

Here goes my weekend. This means that im only left with 7 days of holidays! =(

Saturday i went for Vm orientation. No comments. Haha. Stayed in stephy hall and we had some great talk before we fall aslp. Today was garang guni day. 9 of us cleared 9 blocks! It was super tiring and shagged but it was quite fun and a first time experience for me. =)

Next week is packed packed and more packed.

Monday night ive gt tuition.

Tuesday morning Ive gt project meeting and at night, im celebrated mooncake festival wif 204.

Wednesday morning Ive gt project meeting again and at night, ive gt tuition.

Thursday morning Ive gt project meeting again and again.

Friday, my only free day.

Saturday afternoon Ive gt CCA and after that will be SQ bdae celebration at night.

Sunday planning to go sentosa. Even if not going there, I guess will go out to play.

My 7 days of "holiday".

I got one project to be submitted in mid oct and one in beginning of nov. I gt one mid-term test when school reopens and 3 the week after school reopens.

Please save me!!!!!

posted by cutechicky @ 9/23/2007 0 Comments

My computer died on me yesterday. Virus attack and the stupid me go and download a so-called anti-virus software which is a virus in disguise. Grr. Not having any computer expert in the family, we brought our CPU to reboot. It costs 80 bucks! After negotiating, the uncle charged us 70bucks. Its still expensive. =(

Many things running across my mind now. Things that I actually dont want to think about. I cant help but I cried myself to sleep once again.

posted by cutechicky @ 9/16/2007 0 Comments

Had my first test for this semester. Got nothing to say. Didnt study well enough. In the end, I got all the steps right, but I gave the wrong conclusion. Positive answer imply it is true. I gt 0. So I just say it is not true. In the end, 0 is counted as positive. Boohoo. Feel so dumb.

posted by cutechicky @ 9/14/2007 0 Comments

Studying business has turned chicky into a business chicken!

Suddenly feel that my life become so so so so busy after school started. However, I didnt really touch my work. Day by day, it just passed. Now its already 6 weeks since school started.

My weekends are forever packed with activities. This weekend, next weekend and next next weekend are all filled up with cca, outing, orientation blah blah blah. Fri, which is my only free day, I will try to get my work done but I always ended up doing nothing or only one or two tutorial.

What am I actually busy with? I dont know. All I know is that its time for me to read my textbook before history repeats itself. I dont want to sit in the library from the time it opens to the time it closes!

posted by cutechicky @ 9/12/2007 0 Comments

Got lots of work to be done.
Got test next week.
Got presentation e week after.
Got projects.
Got lots of readings and tutorials to catch up.

But
but
but

No mood to do at all!!!!

posted by cutechicky @ 9/09/2007 0 Comments

finish studying one chapter of bf215!. the first chapter that ive touched. Haha. still lack of 5 chapters i tink. =( dun wan to read anymore. finish that chapter tutorial too. great sense of achievement although i use e whole of today to accomplish it. =p

posted by cutechicky @ 9/08/2007 0 Comments

Should feel super energetic now cos i slept at 10+ yesterday and woke up at 9+ today. However, im still feeling lethargic.

Have lots and lots of work to be done. Have to start doing today cos im gg for WSC orientation tmr. Boohoo..

Life can be so strange. Its like a roller coaster ride. At one point of time, you will reach the peak of the ride and another time, you will be at the trough. I happened to be at the trough during the first half of this year. Life then was miserable and it was as if everything was against me. Relationship problem, family financial problem, grandma passed away, grades were like shit. Never have I felt so sad and demoralise in life before. Cried alot and alot during that period of time, might be comparable to one litre of tears. Everything will remind me of those sad sad things. Cant sleep properly, cant do anything properly. Wasted my life away by just slacking and stoning at home.

Im glad to have my besties around to console and accompany during that period. They told me alot of truth which others didnt. Some of the things they said slapped me awake. And Im glad that Im really wake up from those "slap". Started to feel better during the school term break. Hang out with besties and 204 ppl. Had lots of fun with them. Life starts to be lighted up.

I feel very fortunate and lucky. I manage to pick myself up pretty fast, half a year. Perhaps God heard my prayers. Perhaps Im a strong ger. =)

Life is pretty great now. Im more than contented with what Im leading now. Will work hard for my studies to pull my grades up. Will play hard to enjoy life. Will try hard to help the visually handicapped. Will remind myself to treasure every little things Ive got now. How I wish the ride will just stop here, right at this moment...

For those who are now at the trough of the ride, persevere and try hard. One day, the tram will bring you high up into the sky. =)

posted by cutechicky @ 9/07/2007 0 Comments

Went to watch Ratatouiile yesterday. Nice nice show. "Anybody can cook." Similarly in life, with perseverance and determination, most of the time, you are able to reach your dreams or goals in life.

The water was served in a jar.

Chicken Leg. Yum Yum.

Salmon with fish roe.

Pink Cable Car. Failed to captured the light blinking.

Inside.

Lastly, a pic of myself. Hehe.

A fun weekend ended. Promised myself that I will work hard for two weeks before I play hard again during the term break. Ganbate to myself and to SQ,moley,stephy and andrea.

SQ and moley: Whatever it is, hope that the two of you will be smiling and laughing happily again. Meet up soon. =)

posted by cutechicky @ 9/03/2007 0 Comments