When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

Should feel super energetic now cos i slept at 10+ yesterday and woke up at 9+ today. However, im still feeling lethargic.

Have lots and lots of work to be done. Have to start doing today cos im gg for WSC orientation tmr. Boohoo..

Life can be so strange. Its like a roller coaster ride. At one point of time, you will reach the peak of the ride and another time, you will be at the trough. I happened to be at the trough during the first half of this year. Life then was miserable and it was as if everything was against me. Relationship problem, family financial problem, grandma passed away, grades were like shit. Never have I felt so sad and demoralise in life before. Cried alot and alot during that period of time, might be comparable to one litre of tears. Everything will remind me of those sad sad things. Cant sleep properly, cant do anything properly. Wasted my life away by just slacking and stoning at home.

Im glad to have my besties around to console and accompany during that period. They told me alot of truth which others didnt. Some of the things they said slapped me awake. And Im glad that Im really wake up from those "slap". Started to feel better during the school term break. Hang out with besties and 204 ppl. Had lots of fun with them. Life starts to be lighted up.

I feel very fortunate and lucky. I manage to pick myself up pretty fast, half a year. Perhaps God heard my prayers. Perhaps Im a strong ger. =)

Life is pretty great now. Im more than contented with what Im leading now. Will work hard for my studies to pull my grades up. Will play hard to enjoy life. Will try hard to help the visually handicapped. Will remind myself to treasure every little things Ive got now. How I wish the ride will just stop here, right at this moment...

For those who are now at the trough of the ride, persevere and try hard. One day, the tram will bring you high up into the sky. =)

posted by cutechicky @ 9/07/2007