When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Finding happiness, joy and laughter despite the hectic schedules in life. Most of the time, your life is in your hand. All it takes is to stretch out your hands to find all these yourself.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Eat Pray and Love..
A pretty nice show worth watching.
There were many times when I were totally clueless on what I should do. When my relationships started to turn for the worse, I had no idea on what to do. Having nobody to turn to, I prayed to God. Somehow, I felt much better after that. There were a period of time when I went into hiding, making myself busy so as to forget everything. Yet, when a busy day was over, I started to think of the unhappiness again. Only when I started to face everything bravely, then I managed to get over the misery periods.
Never regretted those times which gave me many wonderful memories. Though they are kind of fading away as I aged, some of them will always remain in my memory bank.
Though life has been back to normal now, there is still a force that will pull me back. It is something which I know is hard to overcome. Like her, I am afraid of having that somebody who will create that imbalance in my life.
Go watch it if you are free. =)
A pretty nice show worth watching.
There were many times when I were totally clueless on what I should do. When my relationships started to turn for the worse, I had no idea on what to do. Having nobody to turn to, I prayed to God. Somehow, I felt much better after that. There were a period of time when I went into hiding, making myself busy so as to forget everything. Yet, when a busy day was over, I started to think of the unhappiness again. Only when I started to face everything bravely, then I managed to get over the misery periods.
Never regretted those times which gave me many wonderful memories. Though they are kind of fading away as I aged, some of them will always remain in my memory bank.
Though life has been back to normal now, there is still a force that will pull me back. It is something which I know is hard to overcome. Like her, I am afraid of having that somebody who will create that imbalance in my life.
Go watch it if you are free. =)
Monday, October 11, 2010
5km jog a week makes me a healthier and happier chicky!
My goal is to complete 10km jog without stopping in 1 hour 15 mins by the end of my stay in NIE.
Go go go!
Time for shower before I start on my work. Bed time before 1230!
My goal is to complete 10km jog without stopping in 1 hour 15 mins by the end of my stay in NIE.
Go go go!
Time for shower before I start on my work. Bed time before 1230!
Monday, October 04, 2010
Its Monday again.
Why am I dragging Monday so much since the start of school? I dont like this feeling at all. When I was teaching, although I dont like Monday too, but I dont have this super strong feeling against Monday. 4 weeks have passed and I still dislike school so much. I dont know what is wrong with me. Lessons after lessons. Most of the time, I walked out of the room, not knowing what I have learnt from the tutor. I dont know what I have learnt this 4 weeks and why I am studying. I dont look forward to any of my lesson, I dont have any satisfaction after I finished my assignment (and they are piling up till real high) and everyday passes so slooowlly. This is real real bad.
Weekends always zoom past me. Saturday is my play day and Sunday will be used to complete my assignment. I love all the outings with my friends. I love spending time with each and everyone of them. I really enjoyed myself when Im with them. But, Im starting to feel very tired. I dont have any time for myself at all. School, homework, tuition, outing with friends. My week is always packed with things that I cant find time to rest and reflect and think. When my kids finish their exam, I will spend one of my weekends by myself, slacking at home and doing whatever things I want to do.
As a working adult, more issues we have to deal with. Money, relationship with family, friends, colleagues, what you want in life and etc etc. It can be really tiring at times. But still, life goes on. We just need to adapt to the environment and remain optimistic and be thankful and happy for all those little events that happen in our lives.
To my besties, have a great week ahead! =)
Why am I dragging Monday so much since the start of school? I dont like this feeling at all. When I was teaching, although I dont like Monday too, but I dont have this super strong feeling against Monday. 4 weeks have passed and I still dislike school so much. I dont know what is wrong with me. Lessons after lessons. Most of the time, I walked out of the room, not knowing what I have learnt from the tutor. I dont know what I have learnt this 4 weeks and why I am studying. I dont look forward to any of my lesson, I dont have any satisfaction after I finished my assignment (and they are piling up till real high) and everyday passes so slooowlly. This is real real bad.
Weekends always zoom past me. Saturday is my play day and Sunday will be used to complete my assignment. I love all the outings with my friends. I love spending time with each and everyone of them. I really enjoyed myself when Im with them. But, Im starting to feel very tired. I dont have any time for myself at all. School, homework, tuition, outing with friends. My week is always packed with things that I cant find time to rest and reflect and think. When my kids finish their exam, I will spend one of my weekends by myself, slacking at home and doing whatever things I want to do.
As a working adult, more issues we have to deal with. Money, relationship with family, friends, colleagues, what you want in life and etc etc. It can be really tiring at times. But still, life goes on. We just need to adapt to the environment and remain optimistic and be thankful and happy for all those little events that happen in our lives.
To my besties, have a great week ahead! =)