When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

went out today again...wwan sick on thurs..had high fever of 39 degree.. but cont. to go sch cos i got phy prac n if i miss it, ive to make up on sat..i dun wan cos i will b alone. so juz go lor..realli feel restless that day..nt sleepy but simply restless. e feeling of wanting to do sth but juz dun haf e energy to do it. during prac was e worse period. tink that was e time when my temp. shot up to 39 degree ba. feel so restless that i almost lie on table to do my calculations n all tt.aft prac st.away went home. didnt go for maths xtra lesson cos i noe cant withstand it.cant even stand properly. need sth to hold on. he wanted to send me home. but if he send me home, he will haf to walk back to sch alone. dun realli wan.but he insist so i agree. lk e feeling of being care.nobody send me home becos me sick b4.oni my papa mama n ah ma baz..haha. happy.tears almost cum out.but nv lah.

today went j8 to walk walk early in e morning with andrea. bought an op shirt. both me n her lk e same shirt.same pattern same colour. then she wanted that so me choose e other design lor.quite nice oso lah. but tink oni gt white.so anythn lor. 30% off mah.so okok lah.bleh. den bought pencil cos my gege cope mah.new pencil.i dun mind.hehe..

after that went to phs for fun fair.brought back alot of memories. still remembered e day when it was our turn to be e stallholders.haha.fun.tink it is more grand now. even e arcade comapny,e-zone, went to our sch wif alot of games set up there lk thoose shooting n racing de.2 levels filled with stalls.unlike yjc, it is so grand n big so alot of visitors n everybody was high there...

aft that went to meet him...had fun...time wif him alone always pass so quickly.but i noe i shd nt ggo ou wif him so often cos sch work will b neglected...oni can once per week...n nt always far far place...go places tat r near...sumtimes go study together ba...yaya

today i spen 40 bucks...alot leh...wan to save money le..prom dinner cos 80 bucks..plus e dress n all that tink will go broke...dun wan take so much money frm papa mama...so muz start saving..yap...

posted by cutechicky @ 7/23/2005