When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

Im feeling so wierd now. Not sad, not angry but just a wierd feeling.

Been working for almost two months. The time passed very quickly and the relationship between the students and i haf been great. Though they treat me more of a friend than a teacher, laugh at some of my actions and behaviours, they are still managable and relatively well-disciplined. Time with them makes me want to go work everyday.

So what's wrong with me?

It has only been two months and ive heard alot of politics. I dont like you, you dont like me. I treat you nice, I dont treat you nice. In a work place where promotion is based solely on your own performances and not your colleagues' performances, I simply cant understand why must the teachers put on a mask. Teachers are supposed to be students role models but why is it that i see no team work at all? Yes, you might teach well but do you teach because you want the students to do well or do you teach because of the money? How many of the so-called teachers are really concerned about their students?

Suddenly feel so tired for having to face all this shit. I enjoyed teaching but definitely not all this rubbish.

posted by cutechicky @ 9/18/2009