When theres no more tears, it means that you have totally given up.

1st of january. the start of a new year. the start of 2005.

yesterday was a fun day. andrea,jing,tricia,me,clarence,vincent,junsheng,julian,chiuncher,royce went to chua chu kang pizzahut to eat. we order alot but i didnt eat much becos im quite full. only manage to eat one slice of pizza and some other small small stuffs lah. haha. after that, tricia and chiuncher left us. the rest of us went to play pool until 10pm. we then went to julian house for the countdown. while waiting for the time to arrive, we played cards. having fun time playing and joking around with them. at 12, the guys switch off the room light and start to haf pillow fight. haha. clarence was so violent that junsheng spec was being hitted off his face.

afterthat, some of them went to play ma jiang while me,julian,junsheng and mingli played monopoly. julian was the winner and junsheng was the first to declare bankcrupt. by then, it is already around 4.30am. Then we started to stare blankly. me jing and andrea stayed in the room, wanting to sleep but we failed to do so lah. went to the living room again. at 6am, we finally cannot stand it and we went into the room again. this time round, julian help us switch off the light and without us knowing, the 3 of us just doze off. wake up at around 8am to find that the rest are sleeping in the living room. we sit on the floor and start to chat again. after that, the 3 of us n julian started to play donkey. vincent joined us too. having lotsa of fun playing donkey. i feel as though i was back in my childhood days.

tsunami has caused the last day of 2004 to be a sad day for lots of people. i wander why is it that it has to happen during this time of the year. if it happened in other months, maybe less people will be killed in this natural disaster. i feel bad to be celebrating happily for the new year to arrive while other people are grieving for their dead ones. however, on second thoughts, no matter what, life has to move on. i juz prayed that god will give these people the strength and courage to continue their life and hope that god will put his healing hands on those whu are injured. i juz hope that in this coming new year, there will be no natural disaster, no saddening event will take place.

2004 was quite a great year for me. first, im glad that i went into yjc although the school isnt that great. however, ive found alot of good friends, good buddy. i did not do very well in my academic but i haf tried to be more open in the sense that, im no longer the quiet ger who juz dun mix around. i participate in school activities and work attachment is one of them. i never regret working in MSD. in this entry, i want to thank the people whu haf add colours to my life.

Andrea, you are my great buddy who never fail to accompany me when i want to go out. sorry that most of the time you need to wait for me in the morning. thank you so much for lending me your listening ear when i need it.

shiqi, thank you for your jokes. you are a happy-go-luckay gal whu never fail to bring laughter to the person around you. i admire you for your out-going personality. you care alot for your friends and will always be there when they need it. although you haf met quite alot of downs this year, i hope that you will pick urself up and live your life to the fullest. since you haf already let go of your "him", i hope that you will spend more effort in your studies. seeing you getting so sad for "him", i feel so sad too.

deanna, you are the person that i never would have thought we will be so closed. you have already entered my life and you will always be in my memory. your cold joks, your kindness, your simple mind...to me, you are really a simple ger. you are good in so many ways that i cant remember any bad points about you. im sure you will find the person that you like n he will lk u too cos you are really a nice person.

to my 104 gang, wihtout u all, my life will be dull and not colourful. you all haf given me so much fun that i realised that all of you are very important im my every day life. without all of you, i will most probably still be the quiet ger in the corner. i want to gif thanks especially to jingjing,jiayong and julian cos im more close to the 3 of u. jiayong and julian, the two of u are always there when i need someone to tok to. sometimes, i find that it is more easy to tok with u guys then my ger friends. thank you... i really luv u all!!! 2 more days and some of you will have to take the test. for those people whu advance, i hope that you will realli try your best cos i wana to see you all in 204 next year. it is the 20 of us that will make 204 the most united, fun and top class of next year...

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND ALL THE BEST IN YEAR 2005

posted by cutechicky @ 1/01/2005